It was quite dark now on the streets with only the sound of the
evening bustle. The long-range German gun had ceased firing; but the
dim lights beside doorways proved that on this clear, still night
the people of Paris realized the danger of air raids. Ruth was
hurrying along, thinking of the boy she had left and of his comrades
in the long rows of beds; from them her thoughts flew back to the
battle, to “1583” and his English on the hill, to Grand’mère
Bergues’ farm, and to Gerry Hull; she thought of the German soldiers
she had seen with him and of her errand to their land. Almost before
she realized it, she was turning into the little street of the Holy
Fathers when a man, approaching out of the shadows, suddenly halted
before her and cried out:
“Cynthia!”
The glow of light was behind him, so she could not make out his
face; but she knew that only one stranger, recognizing her as
Cynthia, could have cried out to her like that; so she spoke his
name instantly, instinctively, before she thought.
Her voice either was like Cynthia’s or, in his rush of feeling,
George Byrne did not notice a difference. He had come before her and
was seizing her hands; his fingers, after their first grasp, moved
up her arms. “Cynthia; my own Cynthia,” he murmured her name. At
first he had held her in the glow of the light the better to see
her; but now he carried her back with him into the shadow; and his
arms were around her; he was crushing her against him, kissing her
lips, her cheeks, her lips again, her hands from which he stripped
the gloves.
She strained to compress her repulse of him. He was not rough nor
sensuous; he simply was possessing himself of her in full passion of
love. If she were Cynthia, who loved this man, she would have clung
in his embrace in the abandonment of joy. Ruth tried to think of
that and control herself not to repel him; but she could not.
Reflexes, beyond her obedience, opposed him.
Ever since Milicent had informed her that he was in Paris, Ruth had
been forming plans for every contingency of their meeting; but this
encounter had introduced elements different from any expectations.
If this visit to the street of the Holy Fathers was to be his last
one before leaving Paris, then perhaps she had better keep him out
upon the street in the dark and play at being Cynthia until she
could dismiss him. She must feel--or at least she must betray--no
recoil of outrage at his taking her into his arms. He had had that
right with Cynthia Gail. Though he and Cynthia had quarreled--and
Ruth had never mended that quarrel--yet Cynthia and he had loved.
Too much had passed between them to put them finally apart. And now,
as Ruth felt his arms enfolding her, his lips on hers, and his
breath whispering to her his passionate love, she knew that Cynthia
could not have forbidden this.
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