He could not possibly question the whole loyalty of this girl; he
was not even considering that as he gazed at her. He really was
watching the pretty, alluring, all unconscious pulsations of color
in the clear, soft skin of her cheek and temple; he was watching the
blue of her eyes under her brown brows; watching the tiny tremblings
of her slender, well-shaped hands; and--as Sam Hilton used to do--he
was watching the hues of light glint in her hair as she moved her
head.
“I can try that, Miss Gail,” he said at last. “If there’s nothing
found out, there will be no particular concern for the source of
suspicion; but if what you say’s true, I may have to ask you a good
deal more.”
He left it thus when he went away a little later; for, though he
would have liked to stay, she did not wish him to, insisting that he
must proceed against Louis de Trevenac at once.
He did so; with results which brought him back to her at the end of
the second day.
“What else do you know in connection with De Trevenac?” he demanded
of her as soon as they were alone.
“You’re satisfied that he’s a spy?”
“The French found,” Gerry said, “a most astonishing lot of things.
They’ve mopped up about twenty more besides De Trevenac--twenty
they’d never even looked into. How did you know about him?”
The discoveries had brought Gerry to her almost in awe; and there
surged through her an impulse to tell him how she knew and all about
herself--to end to him and with him the long, every-waking-minute,
every-sleeping-minute strain of being an impostor, of facing
exposure, of playing a part. She had not let herself feel how that
strain pulled upon her, how lonely and frightened she was at times,
how ill it made her--sick physically as well as sick at heart--to
write her cheerful, newsy letters to Cynthia Gail’s parents, and to
read the letters written by mother and father to Cynthia, and to
which she must again reply; to write to the little boy in Decatur as
his sister would write; to write also--and in ways this was the
hardest--to the man who had loved Cynthia Gail and who, believing
that Cynthia was alive and she was Cynthia, was pouring out his love
to her in letters to which also she must reply and either make him
think that the girl whom he loved, and who had loved him, still
lived, and would not forgive him a single hasty word, or else that
she lived, and still loved him, and would be his in his arms again.
For a moment the impulse almost overmastered Ruth; but then she had
the better of it. If she told even this man who might trust
her--might, but how could she be sure?--she put the direction of her
fate in other hands. If she had told him about herself at Mrs.
Corliss’ or upon the boat, he would have prevented her from
proceeding alone as she had; he would have believed her unable to
best accomplish things by herself, or he would have thought the risk
too great; or some obstacle would have arisen to prevent her doing
that not inconsiderable thing she already had done.
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