Gerry was in his seat and starting his motor so he just heard that;
he rose from the field and for several moments all his conscious
attention was given to catching proper formation with the machines
returning along with him to the battle; but subconsciously his mind
was going to those girls, the American girls--those “awfully good”
girls out that way. He did not know what they might be doing this
day--what it was which won from the English pilot the praise in his
voice. Gerry had known that American girls had been out “that way,”
he had known about the Smith College girls, particularly--the score
or so who called themselves the Smith College Relief Unit and who,
he understood, had been supplying the poor peasants and looking
after old people and children and doing all sorts of practical and
useful things in little villages about Nesle and Ham. He did not
know any of those girls; but he did know Cynthia Gail; and now, as
he found himself in flight formation and flying evenly, thought of
her emerged more vividly than it had previously upon that morning.
When the news had reached him far away on the evening before that
the Germans had broken through in that neighborhood where she was,
he had visualized her in his fears as a helpless victim before the
enemy’s advance. The instincts she had stirred in him were to hurry
him to her protection; that morning as he had looked down upon the
refugees on the roads, mentally he had put her among the multitude
fleeing and to be defended. But the shout of the English pilot had
made Gerry think of her as one of those protecting--not precisely a
combatant, perhaps, but certainly no mere non-combatant.
Of course the English pilot had not mentioned Cynthia Gail; but
Gerry knew that if American girls were proving themselves that
morning, Cynthia Gail was one of them. He had been able, in vivid
moments, to see Agnes Ertyle; for he knew exactly what she would be
doing; but his imagination had failed to bring before him Cynthia
Gail. In the subconscious considerations which through the violence
of his physical actions dwelt on such ideas, this failure had seemed
proof that Agnes Ertyle alone stirred the deepest within him; but
now those visions of the unseen which came quite unbidden and which
he could not control showed him again and again the smooth-skinned,
well-formed face with the blue, brave eyes under thoughtful brows,
and the slender, rounded figure of the girl whom he knew as Cynthia
Gail. And whereas previously he had merely included her among the
many in peril, now dismay for her particularly throbbed through him.
Her words when they last were together--“A score or so of you felt
you had to do the fighting for a hundred million of us; but you
haven’t now, for we’re coming; a good many of us are here”--no
longer seemed a mere appeal to him to spare himself; it told him
that she was among those on the ground endeavoring to govern the
fate of this day.
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