Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"What! old, and rich, and childless, too,
And yet believe my friends are true?
Truth might, perhaps, to those belong,
To those who loved me poor and young;
But, trust me, for the new I have,
They'll love me dearly--in my grave."
Dr. Hugh was suavity and amiability itself; his host was courteous and
attentive; I only, of the party, was abstracted and silent, and could
not enter, with any interest, into the discussions, political, social,
and educational, to which the medical guest led the way. He frequently
appealed to me, but I answered mechanically and at random, and was soon
involved in my own thoughts again, while the two gentlemen carried on
the conversation learnedly enough between themselves. Though Dr. Hugh
showed equal readiness in argument, and had, moreover, the advantage of
choosing his topics in all cases, I could not help contrasting the
brusque inelegance of his tone with the well-bred ease and quiet of Mr.
Rutledge's. One was trying to please and to _appear_, the other was
simply _being_ what was innate and habitual.
Altogether the doctor was, on this occasion, the most animated and
chatty of the trio at the tea-table, and though Mr. Rutledge did a
proper share of the talking, still his manner was not unreserved, either
to his guest or to me. Whether this was the effect of the change in his
feelings toward me, or only the presence of a third party, I could not
tell; but it was very tormenting, and made the doctor's stay unbearably
tedious, and the termination of it an unspeakable relief. When the hall
door closed behind him, however, I could have wished him back, for it
was even worse to find myself alone with Mr. Rutledge, for the first
time since the strange night of which I had so many strange
recollections. Since then, was he alienated or altered, or had he
forgotten his interest in me during the days of absence that had
intervened? His voice brought the perplexing reverie to an end, and
dispelled the doubts forever "Now that that tiresome doctor has taken
himself off," he said, in a tone so changed and so divested of its
reserve, that it almost startled me, "perhaps you'll have the grace to
come to me, and tell me how glad you are to be home again." He held out
his hand, and I was by his side in a moment. "'Home is not home without
thee,'" he said. "What, I should like to be informed, am I to do when
you're gone 'for good,' as this Yankee gentleman would say?"
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