Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"And you are so different!" I said, gazing admiringly at her slight,
elegant figure, and pleasing brunette face.
"Do not forget your old friend for your new one, though, Miss
Josephine," said Mr. Rutledge, extending his hand.
Josephine looked very coquettish and pretty, dropped her eyes, and gave
him her hand, saying:
"You were so long in coming, we began to doubt whether you cared for
that title."
"Put my long-delayed return, Miss Josephine, down to a combination of
the most adverse and unconquerable circumstances. What with runaway
cars, and runaway horses, broken arms, and brain fevers, the wonder is,
not that we did not arrive before, but that we arrived at all."
"Do not keep that poor child standing any longer," exclaimed my aunt,
drawing me gently to a sofa, while Mr. Rutledge and Josephine seated
themselves opposite, and talked as if they were, indeed, "friends of
old," while Josephine's laugh, which, gay as it was, hadn't altogether a
true ring to it, conveyed the idea of more familiarity and intimacy than
I was quite prepared for. Meanwhile my aunt untied my bonnet-strings,
smoothed my hair, and said I was growing so like my poor dear mother. No
doubt it was kindly meant, but I had never yet learned to bear calmly
the least allusion to my grief, and the tears rushed into my eyes, and
the dawning confidence and self-possession were miserably dashed back
again, and I had to struggle hard to make any reply at all. My aunt
soothingly praised my pretty sensibility, and only made matters worse.
Then she told me to wipe away my tears, and come into the dining-room
with her. I followed gladly, and she rang and ordered coffee, and made
me sit beside her and tell her all about my journey, and whether I
still felt any ill effects from my accident, and how I liked Rutledge,
and whether I was glad to leave school. It was strange, that with all
this kindness my reserve did not melt faster; but it was a miserable
fact, that I felt more awe and admiration for, than ease and sympathy
with, my new-found relative. I longed to appear well in her eyes, and
win her affection, but I never was more awkward and ill at ease. She had
a way of looking at me that showed me she was making up an estimate of
me, and I felt as if I were sitting for my picture all the time, and was
as easy and natural as persons generally are under those circumstances.
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