Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Sleep, which proverbially forsakes the wretched, paid but little court
to me that first night in my new home; my swollen eyelids were sullied
with too many tears, in truth, to win his favorable regard; but toward
morning, exhaustion and unconsciousness came compassionately to relieve
the misery and wakefulness that had guarded my pillow all night; and the
dull light of a winter morning, struggling in through the half-drawn
curtains, was the next summons that I had to consciousness again. I
started up, aroused more fully by a sharp pain in my arm, that had
momentarily been growing harder, till it had succeeded, with the aid of
the advancing daylight, in waking me thoroughly. It was some seconds
before I knew what it was caused by; the bracelet on the arm that had
been under my head had been pushed up from the wrist, and in that way,
had grown tighter and tighter, till, indeed, the pain had been
unendurable. It brought Mr. Rutledge's words to my mind strangely
enough; with a blush of shame and pleasure, I bent over the souvenir; "I
will never doubt again," I whispered, sincerely repentant. Heaviness had
endured, bitterly, for the night, but joy, or a faint and tiny promise
of it, had as surely come in the morning; and with energy and something
like happiness, I set myself to make the best of my little room, and my
new position. No Kitty to braid my hair, no Kitty to unpack my trunk;
so the sooner I got used to performing those little offices for myself,
the better, decidedly.
"Something to do" was the kindest boon that could have been given me,
and as such, I received it, and before the house was astir at all, I had
unpacked my trunk, arranged my books upon the table, my dresses in the
wardrobe, and the little knick-knacks that were regarded as decorative,
on the mantelpiece and under the dressing-glass. The crayon-sketch never
saw the daylight in Gramercy Square. A stolen look at it, now and then,
under the half-raised lid of my trunk, was all I ever ventured on.
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