Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Essie, my dear little girl," I continued, as the child still lay
sobbing on the floor, long after the first burst of temper had expended
itself, "Essie, you will surely make yourself sick; you are chilled
through already, and the room is getting cold; come upstairs with me."
But no, the headstrong child would not go upstairs, but would lie there,
and only there, and sob, and cry, and refuse all comfort. It was not
till the shaking of sleigh-bells at the door announced the return of the
party, that my arguments had the least effect.
"Don't let them see you lying there, Esther. Come up, and let me wash
the tears off your face and smooth your hair," I said; and she allowed
me to lift her up, and lead her upstairs, before her sisters came in.
Félicie was busy with a skirt of Josephine's, so I shut the nursery door
and kept the child with me. But this time there was no soothing her; she
was fretful and trying beyond anything I had ever seen; perhaps if I had
not been so miserable myself then, I could not have been as patient
with her, as I remember I was. I was wretched enough to have lain down
and sobbed myself, but the office of comforter is incompatible with that
of mourner, and so is an office twice blessed; for tempting as is the
luxury of tears, the reward of self-control is always greater and more
lasting.
"The dinner-bell will soon ring, Essie, and you will not be ready to
come down to dessert; come and let me brush your hair."
"I don't want to go down; I don't want any dessert," she whined.
Her hands were now hot and feverish, her teeth chattering with
nervousness, and I recognized the approach of one of her sick headaches.
I did not much wonder that she did not want to go down, so I coaxed her
to let me undress her, and put her to bed, "and if you'll be a good
child, you may sleep with me to-night."
"Very well," she said, laconically, with a weary sigh; and before the
dinner-bell rang, I had laid her, quieted, in my bed, with, however, a
very wide-awake and nervous stare about her eyes, but no tears and not
much fretting.
For the next few days, the absorbing cares of the approaching party must
have prevented my Aunt Edith from seeing the real indisposition of
Esther. That her increasing irritability was the result of illness, I
could not doubt, as I had ascertained for myself, that she could be as
quiet as other children, when she was well. Josephine declared, I
spoiled the teasing little object. Grace said, with a laugh:
"You can't reproach yourself with anything of the kind, can you,
Joseph?"
And Phil, taking "the teasing little object" on his knee, said:
"Aunt Edith, upon my word, the child grows lighter every time I take her
up. Is she well?"
"I mean to have the doctor this morning," she answered, looking up from
her writing. "I am rather worried about her; she is a little feverish.
Esther, don't stay by the window; it is too cold for you. Go up to the
nursery, and tell Félicie to put a little sacque on you."
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