Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"_De tout mon coeur_," he returned. "And I will release mademoiselle for
this dance; but of course she remembers that she has promised me the
next."
I laughed at this bold invention, as I went off with my new partner; but
Mr. Viennet claimed me resolutely at the end of the quadrille, and
though there was no lack of partners now, still he continued to be the
prominent one, _malgré_ Josephine's black looks, and Aunt Edith's
distant coldness. Not all the king's horses, nor all the king's men,
could bring me back to where I had stood before I knew my power. I was
dizzy with my triumph yet; it was no time to talk to me of moderation. I
had just begun to feel that there was no reason why I should not enjoy
myself as other girls enjoyed themselves. I did not feel submissive
toward those who had kept me down so long. I answered Josephine's
sarcasm with a sarcasm as biting. I returned Grace's compliment with
interest. To Ellerton Wynkar, who asked me to dance, I regretted, but
was engaged for the rest of the evening, and sent him away with a
hauteur that paid off all old scores. At supper, I held a miniature
court at one end of the room, and not Josephine's self ever swayed a
more despotic rule. And when "the German" began, no one ever led the
German but Victor Viennet, and with no one else would he dance, so I was
then and there initiated into the intricacies of that genteel game of
romps.
As we paused in the first figure, I glanced at my silent mentor. He was
just bidding my aunt good night, and left the room without a look toward
the dancers. My interest in the game began to flag somewhat after that,
but still it was dancing, and I loved that well enough never to tire.
The dance was ended, and the room nearly deserted, before my partner
left me. As the door closed on the last guest, Josephine threw herself
into an easy-chair, exclaiming:
"I'm tired to death! I thought they would never go."
"Tired! I could dance till noon," I cried. "It's a positive punishment
to go to bed. Good night," and I ran upstairs.
It was one thing to go to bed, and another thing to go to sleep--one
thing to shut my eyes, but quite another thing to shut out the pageantry
of fancy that the darkness did not quench. Conjecture, hope,
anticipation, longing, made wild work in my brain that night. Everything
was too new, and strange, and dazzling, to yield at once to the control
of reason. The curtain had risen upon too brilliant a scene to fade from
my imagination, even after it had fallen. New faces, snatches of music,
conversations, danced through my mind; but above all other sensations, a
new sense of injustice and resentment made itself felt, and defiance
took the place of the unquestioning submission I had rendered before.
This was the thorn in my new crown of roses that took away from it its
simplicity, its unalloyed beauty, and, perhaps, its innocence.
CHAPTER XXI.
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