Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
By and by, however, the door of the box opened, and Mr. Rutledge
entered. He had exchanged a few words with me before Josephine saw him;
her face lighted up instantly, and after a cordial welcome from mamma, a
place was made for him in front. This, however, he declined to occupy,
as the captain had been on the ground before him, and was better
entitled to the position. He had an opera-glass, which he handed to
Josephine, and good humor was partially restored. The captain availed
himself of the front seat, and criticised the dancers for madame's
benefit; Phil stood behind his cousin's chair, and Mr. Rutledge was left
to me. I knew this arrangement did not suit; I knew my aunt was hearing
very little of the captain's commentary; I knew that Josephine, but for
Phil's jealous watchfulness, would have paid much more heed to Mr.
Rutledge's low conversation with me, than to her desired opera-glass. I
remembered, but too vividly, the conversation at dinner; and though I
struggled hard with my pride and my timidity, the words died on my lips,
my answers were hesitating and reserved, and for the most part,
insincere; I said the very things that, the next moment, I would have
given worlds to have unsaid; I felt that every word was estranging us
more hopelessly, and yet there seemed a spell upon us--I could not be
myself. The questions I had meant to ask him, if I should ever have a
chance, the sentences of which I had said to myself a hundred times, I
could now no more have uttered than if they had been in an unknown
tongue.
When he spoke of Rutledge, the blood that always flashed into my face at
the name, now rushed to my heart, and left me paler and more listless
than before. If my manner wore any change while he talked of his return
there in a few days, and of my friends, Kitty and Stephen, Madge and
Tigre, it was an increased indifference and coldness. I said no more
than "yes" when he asked me if I still remembered them with interest,
and "I don't know exactly," when he asked what message he should take to
them from me. Then he changed the subject, and with his accustomed way
of reading my face while he talked, he asked me about my impressions of
society. Which was most to my taste now, city or country?
"I don't know exactly," I said, hesitatingly.
"I think I know," he said, with a laugh that nettled me, low and
pleasant as it was. "I think there is small doubt about your
preferences just now. You acknowledge my wisdom at last, do you not? You
see it was best for you to come to the city?"
"Yes," I said, lifting my eyes for a moment. "You were very right. I
ought to thank you very much for your advice."
"My dear," said my aunt, leaning toward us, "you cannot see at all
there. You must take my place for a little while, I insist upon it."
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