Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The door of the dressing-room was locked, and it was some minutes before
I was admitted, and during those minutes, my alarm had time to cool, and
when at last I entered the room, it was with a full recollection of the
last rebuff I had received when I pleaded Esther's cause, and a cold
determination to do my duty and no more.
"Why are you not dressed, if you intend accompanying us?" she said.
"I do not intend going this evening," I answered; "and I came, Aunt
Edith, to say that I think you had better see Esther before you go out;
she has a great deal of fever, and is very much excited."
I never before had realized how dangerous a thing it was to touch with
even the daintiest hand, the festering wound that both pride and remorse
conspire to hide from the sight even of the sufferer's self. I could not
have done anything worse for poor Essie's cause, than just what I did
do, and she shared with me in the feeling of vexation and resentment
that my words awakened in her mother's breast.
I soon forgot the severity of the rebuff I had received, however, when
coming into the nursery, I took the struggling child from Félicie, and
watched with anxiety the gradual subsiding of the fit of passion that
had convulsed her. From whatever cause it might be, she was evidently
growing quieter, and in less than half an hour, the little head on my
arm had relaxed its tossings, and sunk into repose, while a dreamy
languor dulled the wildness of her eyes, and save when the slightest
movement woke an alarm that I would leave her, she lay quite
motionless.
"She is better now," said Félicie, in a low tone, who was watching her
with her basilisk eyes as she lay apparently sleeping. A nervous
tightening of the slight fingers on my wrist at the sound of her voice,
showed me that it was only apparently.
When Mrs. Churchill had completed her toilette, she came upstairs.
Esther, with her long eyelashes sweeping her crimsoned cheeks, lay so
quiet that there seemed some reason in her mother's cutting rebuke for
the unnecessary alarm I had given her. I began to feel heartily ashamed
of it myself, and wondered that I had been so easily frightened.
Félicie, with a wicked look of exultation, said, that if Miss Esther
hadn't been in a passion, she wouldn't have brought the fever on again.
She had been better all day, the doctor had said she had scarcely any
fever, when he was here.
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