Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Ah! you look like a different person," he said, smiling as we went into
the light. I saw as we passed a mirror that a bright spot was burning on
each cheek, and my eyes were shining unnaturally. "I could see you were
dreadfully anxious about your cousin, and indeed I could not wonder at
it."
"For the last time," said Victor in a low tone at my side, "will you
dance with me?"
I yielded, and in a moment we were on the floor. Not an instant after
that did I stop to think. If I had, my cheek would have paled to have
found at the mercy of what fierce hatred, resentment and jealousy, my
unguided soul then was, and whither they were hurrying me. To others, I
was only a gay young girl, revelling in her first flush of triumph,
thoughtless, innocent and happy. God help all such innocence and
happiness!
It was the last dance; the carriage was already at the door. Mrs.
Churchill had limited us to five minutes; two or three were contending
for my hand. Victor had hung around me all the evening, and I caught a
gleam of his sad, expressive eyes. Josephine, on Mr. Rutledge's arm,
passed us at the moment. Turning toward Victor, I said to the others
with a smile, "Mr. Viennet says this will be his last dance in America.
I think I must give it to him."
A flash of hope lighted up his handsome face. I trembled at what I had
done as I took my place among the dancers. The words that I knew I must
hear before we parted, I heard now. There was but a moment for the
recital, but it sufficed. Was it that such homage soothed my wounded
pride; or that, bewildered by this tempest of emotions, I had mistaken
gratitude for tenderness, kind regard for love? Whatever may have been
my motive or excuse, the fact remained the same. Before I parted with
Victor Viennet at the carriage door, I had accepted his love, and
promised myself to him irrevocably.
How hot and still the night had grown! I leaned my forehead on the
carriage window to cool its burning. The horses seemed to creep over the
smooth road; I clenched my hands together to quiet their impatience. My
companions, leaning back on the cushions, slept or rested. This very
tranquillity maddened me, and, holding my breath lest they should know
how gaspingly it came, I wished and longed to be alone once more. I
could not, did not dare to think till there were bolts and bars between
me and the world. At last I caught sight of the welcome lights of
Rutledge, and almost before the deliberate horses had stopped in front
of the house, I burst open the carriage door, and flew up the steps.
"Have the others got home yet?" I asked of Kitty eagerly.
"No, Miss; but they'll be here in a minute. I see the lights of the
barouche just by the park gate."
The other ladies paused in the parlor till the rest of the party should
arrive; for me, I never stopped till I was within the sanctuary of my
own room.
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