Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Dear Phil," murmured the clear, low tones of his companion, "you must
know my feelings toward you; I have never tried to hide them; but you
know how it is--you know it would be madness for either of us to think
of each other."
"Why would it be madness?" he urged. "Oh, Josephine! Why cannot you give
up the ambition that separates us? Depend upon it, it has stood in the
way of your happiness all your life."
It had been impossible to avoid hearing this conversation; my companion,
starting up, looked after the retreating figures amazed and stern. In
his haste, he had pulled down an American flag that had been draped over
the sofa we occupied. I started up, and involuntarily raised my hand to
replace it. The loose sleeve fell back from my arm, and in the strong
light of the lamp overhead, the scar on my wrist caught his eye. With a
quick, imperious movement, he seized my hand before I could withdraw it,
and held it firmly in one of his, while with the other he raised my
mask.
"You have deceived me," he said, between his teeth.
"You have deceived yourself, you are the victim of your own prejudices.
You cannot say I did more than humor your decision!" I returned,
quickly.
"You only acted a womanly and natural part, lied sweetly in every glance
of your bright eyes, in every turn of your graceful figure, in every
word on your red lips! I don't blame you; you are a woman."
"You are too cruel! you will repent this some day; it will be the
bitterest thing you have to remember; the recollection of it will make
you suffer as you have made me suffer."
"Never fear but I shall have enough to suffer, if the present is any
earnest of the future for me! Your kindest wishes will be more than
realized. For a proud man," he said, with a low, bitter laugh, flinging
from him the hand he held, "for a proud man, I have had some
humiliations that you would hardly believe if I told you! You could
hardly understand them in your simplicity; your soft, woman's heart
would bleed, perhaps, but it would heal itself too soon to allay in any
great degree my wretchedness. Your morning-glory tenderness would droop
before the fierceness of my pain, it would die in my hot grasp!--I will
not ask your pity, but spare me your detestation. Save the aversion that
your eyes showed then, for those who have deserved it better at your
hands."
There was a sound of voices from within, a window near us was thrown
open, and a group of people, laughing and talking, stepped out on the
piazza. Hastily restoring my mask to its place, I turned away and
entered the house through the window they had opened.
"You may have deceived one who is indifferent to you; you cannot deceive
one who loves you," said a low voice in my ear, and the black figure I
instinctively dreaded stood beside me. "For the sake of heaven, come
with me, one moment!"
"Who are you?" I murmured, shrinking back.
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