Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
It was long before I rid myself of my admirers; the last one was
dismissed to bring me an ice, and the instant I was alone, I stole out
on the piazza and round to the appointed spot, and sheltering myself
from sight, waited with a throbbing heart the appearance of the
rose-colored domino. But the throbs sunk to faint and sickening slowness
as minute after minute passed and no one came; dull, slow, torturing
minutes that seemed to count themselves out by the dropping of my life's
blood, each one left me so much fainter and more deathlike than before.
Reason and endurance began to give way under the intense pressure, the
laughter and merriment from within rang hideously in my ears, the gaudy
lamps and glaring lights swam before me, I clung to the balcony for
support; it seemed to reel from my grasp, and staggering forward, I
should have fallen, but for the arm of some one that approached, and
hurried to my side. He pushed back my mask and in a moment the fresh air
in my face revived me, I raised my head and cast an agonized look down
the walk that led to the shrubbery, and this time it was hope and not
despair that followed the look.
"Pray leave me," I said imperiously to my attendant, "I am well now, I
had rather be alone."
It was only when he turned to leave me that I saw it was Mr. Rutledge;
the figure that approached down the walk claimed all my thoughts. It
faltered a moment irresolutely on the steps.
"Courage!" I whispered putting my hand in his. "Follow me to this
window, and we will cross the parlors, they are nearly clear."
I knew that the spirit of the man I led was broken hopelessly, he who
had been so brave and reckless! At every step he wavered and held back;
"I cannot," he murmured shrinking as we reached the hall, now filling
with the gay throng from the supper room and library and the adjoining
balconies. I hurried him forward, nerved with a new courage; I braved
the inquisitive eyes of the crowd that thronged us, I had a bold answer
for all their questions, a repartee for all their jests, and so I fought
my way to the foot of the stairs.
"Go up," I whispered to Victor, pushing him forward, and turning, I
kept back with laugh and raillery the knot of people clustered round the
landing-place.
"You shall be mobbed!" cried Grace. "We all unmasked half an hour ago.
No one has a right to invisibility now!"
"I am just going up to unmask, but you will not let me."
"Will you promise to come instantly down?" asked Mr. Mason.
"Instantly."
"Will you dance the next set with me?" asked Ellerton.
"With great pleasure."
"Then it's but fair we should leave her," said Phil, and they moved
away. Kitty, as I reached the upper hall, made me a hasty gesture to
turn out the light at the head of the stairs. I obeyed, and in a moment
the lights at that end of the hall were all extinguished, and only one
left burning dimly at the other extremity.
"Quick!" whispered Kitty. "Mrs. Roberts is in her room. I have the key."
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