Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
And I did hear it; I heard during the slow gathering and heavy bursting
of that summer storm, the story about which my imagination had been so
busy, and of which I had so longed to be assured; I heard from Mr.
Rutledge's own lips, of his happy childhood, his hopeful boyhood. He
described himself as he was then, as if he were describing some one
else, some one who had died and left the light of day; for it was
nothing else but death that passed upon him, a death to hope and faith,
a death to tenderness and trust, a death to all but stern endurance and
sufferings that make life worse than death. If he had not been just so
enthusiastic and full of hope, he could not have been so dashed down to
despair; but because he had never dreamed that there could be anything
but truth and purity and honor in those he loved, just so cruel and
fatal was the awakening from the dream. He told me of his brother, the
handsome Richard: with a soul too refined and delicate for the rough
world he had to do with, a temperament that recoiled with pain from all
that was coarse or common, a pride that was so intuitive that it could
hardly be overcome, so unconscious that it could hardly be called a sin,
so fostered that he, at least, was not to blame for it. To him it was
not matter of exultation that he was rich and well-born and high-bred;
it was only his native air, his place in life, his vital breath, without
which he must have died. Never overbearing and imperious, his reserve
saved him from familiarity, his gentleness from aversion. Ah! Rutledge
had then a worthy heir, noble, handsome, high-toned enough to fill even
his proud father's ambition.
And then he told me, and it cost him a keen pang to speak her name, of
Alice, his beautiful sister; of the adoration with which he had looked
up to her, the pride which every one of the narrow home circle felt in
her loveliness and grace. He had believed she was almost an angel; he
had never looked above her for purity and truth, and in one cruel moment
he had to learn that she was false and sinful, that she had fallen below
the lowest, that "she had mixed her ancient blood with shame," that the
darling and pride of every heart was now the disgrace and anguish of
every heart.
The story that he told me did not sound at all like this; I could no
more tell it as he told it, than I could paint one of Church's pictures.
I could, perhaps, describe, so as to make intelligible, the picture or
the story, but it would be as impossible for me to render faithfully, in
every delicate tone and touch, in the masterly strength and vivid power,
the one as the other.
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