Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Wait till December," whispered Hope, just stirring his wounded,
drooping wings, just trembling with a faint life that for days had
seemed extinct. "Yes," I thought, with a bitter sigh, "in December I
shall be of age, it will be a glorious thing to be my own mistress! To
begin the world when I've lost all interest in it--to do as I please
when there's nothing on earth that pleases me--to be free from restraint
and authority, and from all human love and care! To be _independent!_
God help me! What a glorious thing it will be. All hope points to
December!"
But my release, such as it was, was nearer than December. I might have
spared myself the hateful anticipations with which I blackened the fresh
summer morning. I had not seen any further into futurity than the rest
of the human family, who fret about their fate and look whole years
ahead, and put the misery of a lifetime into the present, and torture
themselves about what they know is, and fear is to be, till the flood of
God's judgment comes and sweeps all away, and leaves them bewildered in
the midst of a strange desolation and a new terror.
"Phil," said Capt. McGuffy, as we rode slowly along through the
loveliest, freshest country, washed by last night's rain; and gleaming
in the morning sun--of which I had not seen one beauty, in my absorbing
anxiety--"Phil, may I trust this young lady to you, if I leave you at
the cross-road? I want to ride over to Brandon for half an hour before
dinner."
"Oh, Captain McGuffy!" I exclaimed, startled out of future fears by
present dangers, "why do you take that tiresome ride this morning? It
will be sunny and disagreeable before you get back to Rutledge; wait
till after dinner."
The captain still leaned to the idea of accomplishing it all "under one
head," and having the rest of the day at home I didn't dare to press the
subject, but seeing my only chance lay in engrossing their attention to
the exclusion from their memories of the Brandon project, I worked
faithfully to accomplish my design, and succeeded in a great measure.
Before we had gone another half mile, I had enticed the captain into the
enthusiastic description of a bull-baiting in Mexico, at which Phil and
he had "assisted," and into the recollection of which they both seemed
to enter with great ardor. We were on the top of Ridgway Hill--the road
for a good mile stretched away at its foot, while on the left, branched
off the Brandon turnpike.
"Heaven send they may forget it!" I ejaculated, bending forward to renew
my questions about the bull-baiting. The carriages were coming close
behind--the bull-fight soon began to flag.
"Phil," began the captain again.
"Capt. McGuffy," I cried, "Madge is fairly beside herself this morning,
I can hardly hold her; we have been creeping all the way from the Grove,
what do you say to a race, a bona fide race, and I'll ask no favor. It's
a clear road from here to Rutledge, and he's the best fellow who clears
the park gate first!"
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