Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
cheek? A thousand horrid whispers--hollow laughter--dying
shrieks--filled the air; within these accursed walls, it was weird and
unearthly all; without, I heard, but as through triple dungeon walls,
the voices of those I had left behind; I heard their steps overhead,
their searching, high and low, in every nook and corner for me; I heard
them call my name, and pause for answer. I tried to call, but a
nightmare stifled my voice. As one might feel who had buried himself yet
living--who had pulled the coffin-lid down on his own head, and heard
the devils eagerly filling the grave up and laughing at their work--and
at each new shovelful of heavy clay had felt the distance between him
and life grow shorter, and felt the weight press heavier and heavier,
and the horror and the darkness grow tighter and tighter around him, and
the remorse, and the helplessness, and the terror--so I felt that
hideous night, and so I feel whenever I remember it.
The house quieted, I heard the carriages drive away, then the faint
good-nights, and the closing of the many doors, and all grew into
repose. That was cruel; they had forgotten me--they had given me up
easily! But I would make them hear--I would get out of this sepulchral
place, and I started to my feet. Just then the handle of the door
turned, and a ray of light streamed across the room. It was Mr. Rutledge
who entered; but the sternness and whiteness of his face repressed the
cry of joy with which I had started forward. The light, though, had put
all the ghastly train to flight, and I breathed freer as I looked around
and saw that he and I were alone in the room. He closed the door, and
pressing his hand for a moment before his eyes, looked up and around the
apartment. I suppose he had never been in it since it had been closed
upon the flight of his sister, and since his father's curse had doomed
it to desolation. I followed his glance around the dim and dusky
walls--the familiar pictures--the disordered, time-stained
ornaments--the tall, canopied bed--the open wardrobe. A low groan
escaped his lips, and sinking on a chair, he bowed his head in his hands
upon the table. Some sound from me at last aroused him, and looking up,
he said:
"I knew I should find you here. What evil spirit brought you to this
place! Are you alone?"
"Yes," I faltered, coming to him, "I am alone. Take me out, for the love
of heaven! I have been in such terror--Victor is not here--I have"----
I stopped, with an exclamation of alarm. I had betrayed my secret.
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