Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"It is trite to tell you of my love--to tell you to be happy--to say I
forgive the coldness that you strove to hide--and to ask forgiveness for
the pain I have given you. You know all this--better, much better than
at this dreadful hour I can tell you--and though you can never know in
its fullness the agony that the parting inflicts on me, there is no need
that you should realize it: I have done enough to make you miserable
already. Forget all this black dream; it will soon be over, and be again
the happy girl I found you.
"But one thing more. Would you know who it is to whom you had affianced
yourself--to whose life you had promised to unite yours--whose name you
had promised to bear? It is a good name--_mon ange_--an ancient name--an
honorable! Ask your proud host if it is not; ask him if there is a
better in the country, or one that a woman need be prouder to bear. It
is no new name to your ears; it is _Rutledge;_ the only name I have any
claim to, though, perhaps, my host would say that was but a slender one:
did his sister lose the ancient and honored name she was born with,
when she lost her honor, when she stepped down from her high place, and
stooped to sin? Or did she drag down that name with her in her fall? Did
it cling to her, like a robe of mockery and scorn, only making her shame
the greater; did it descend with the heritage of infamy, to the child of
her shame? Or did it die with her, and has her neglected grave the only
right to bear the record of it? Ask our host--he can tell you more of it
than I. But tell him I am not inclined to dispute it with him: I am not
as proud of the name as he; tell him I loathe--I execrate it! I could
almost wish to live to show him my contempt for it--to show him what a
low wretch could share with him his inheritance and his pride. If he
doubts it--if he questions whether the same blood runs in our veins,
show him the only souvenir I have to leave you--the picture of my
father. Ask him if he remembers Alice Rutledge's lover. He will not need
more damning proof; it came to me like a message from the dead--it may
go to him as such. Tell him that a murderer wrenched it from his
victim's dying grasp; that it has struck awe to his guilty soul at every
glance; that it has hurried him on to perdition. But if he longs to be
more certain, show him these two letters; one that I have worn next my
heart for years--the other, that I found between the leaves of a
forgotten book in this ghastly room.
"The God whom you believe in bless you, and, if he has the
right--forgive me!
"VICTOR."
"I don't understand--what does he mean--where has he gone?" I said,
wildly, pressing my hand to my head. "I am so bewildered, I can't think.
Oh! don't look so awfully! There must be some mistake. You can't believe
that--that--oh! heaven help me!"
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