Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
"Vous qui pleurez, venez à ce Dieu, car il pleure.
Vous qui souffrez, venez à lui, car il guerit.
Vous qui tremblez, venez à lui, car il sourit.
Vous qui passez, venez à lui, car il demeure."
ECRIT AU BAS D'UN CRUCIFIX.
The years that have passed since that night, have been long and strange
years. At first they were too strange and hopeless and blank to be borne
without repining; I knew but too well the curse that turns life into a
burden and a dread, and makes the wretched soul cry in the morning,
"would God, it were evening," and in the evening, "would God, it were
morning!" I knew what it was to dread solitude, and yet to shrink from
the reproach of any human face; to hate life, and yet to fear death; to
know to the fullest the terrors of remorse and the bitterness of
repentance.
I have passed through this howling wilderness, passed through it once
and forever; it lies black and horrible behind me; when I look back, I
cross myself and murmur a prayer; but beyond--thank God's good
grace--lies a plain path; over it shines the steady star of faith, the
cold, clear light of duty fills the sky, the still air breathes peace;
the promise is faint of the life that now is, but of that which is to
come, of the bliss that never tires, the joy that never ceases, the
majesty of the Glory that fills the heaven beyond the dividing limit of
that horizon, I can dream and hope, till the dream fills my soul to
satisfaction, and the hope grows strong as life itself.
The daily routine of my life is easily described, and the occupations
that served to soothe and sustain me will not take many words to paint.
The refuge I had sought upon my flight from Rutledge, was not distant;
Mr. Shenstone's compassion was the first I asked; he heard, fresh from
its occurrence, the awful story of Victor's death, the not less awful
story of his life. I needed no truer friend than he; and though it
opened anew the recollection of his own early trial, I did not suffer
from the association it awoke; he was only tenderer and kinder.
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