Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
There is a lonely grave in the very heart of the pine forest, unmarked
by cross or stone, above which no prayers but mine have ever been said,
which the dark moss covers thickly, and around which the trees sound
their everlasting dirge. I have not learned to be tranquil there; years
more of faith and prayer may take the sting out of that sorrow, and
bring me to leave it utterly in His high hand who seeth not as man
seeth. If prayer could avail, after the grave had shut her mouth upon
any of the children of men, if fast and vigil, tears and penance, could
mitigate the wrath decreed against them, I might hope, I might stand by
that desolate mound with a less despairing heart. I have tried to
realize that God's ways are not as our ways, that nothing is impossible
with him, that His mercy is as incomprehensible as is His power; and
that our puny prayers, however they may chasten and purify ourselves,
are not needed, and not efficient in influencing His sentence on our
brothers' souls.
There is enough to do among the living. "Let the dead Past bury its
dead." There are souls yet unsentenced to be prayed for and to be
gained, there are children to be brought to baptism and to be led
aright, there are dark homes of poverty and sin to be invaded with the
light of truth and love; there is doubt to be won to faith, ignorance to
be enlightened, sluggish indolence to be roused, God's church to work
for, His honor to be extended, our most holy faith to be spread and
reverenced; there is no need to languish for want of work, or to waste
tears and prayers upon that which is already in the hands of Almighty
Love and Almighty Power.
Yes; I believe I was, through it all, happier than Mrs. Churchill,
haggard and worn in a service whose nominal wages are pleasure and ease;
and than Josephine, wasting her youth in the pursuit of an ambition that
had rewarded her as yet by nothing but vanity and vexation of spirit. A
gay hotel in Paris, and a secluded country parsonage--on the one hand
wealth, the pleasures of society, the admiration of the world, on the
other seclusion, the annihilation of every hope that had its root only
in this earth, the love only of the poor, the aged and the suffering,
yet I would not have exchanged their gaiety for my peace, their
prosperity for my adversity.
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