Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
The mists that had obscured her intellect, began now, however, to clear
away; and it was not long before she pronounced herself quite satisfied
on all points, even on the vexed and tortured question of that "last
column," and I was released from my task. I did not doubt the sincerity
of Mrs. Roberts' rather meagre thanks, nor the truthfulness of her
slight commendation of my patience. It was not in her way to flatter,
and I knew that for some cause she distrusted me, and that whatever
praise she awarded me, was fairly wrung from her by her stubborn sense
of justice. Though I knew Mrs. Roberts had been generalling this
morning, there was that about her that forbade my doubting her habitual
truthfulness. I merely replied that she was welcome to the assistance I
had been able to give her, and with a weary step I left the room.
At the door I found Tigre waiting for me with wistful earnestness in his
erected ears and attentive eyes. I took him in my arms, and carried him
into my own room, where I tried to enter with spirit into the frolic he
seemed to desire. But it proved a miserable failure; I could not enjoy
that or anything else; my head ached "splittingly," and the sunshine
streaming in at the window made it worse, and playing with Tigre made it
worse, and reading, writing, thinking, all made it worse. What should I
do? I hadn't even the spirit to go out into the fresh air; but, leaning
wearily on the dressing-table, counted the heads on my bracelet, and
wondered that I could have been so happy this morning.
By and by, I summoned sufficient energy to smooth my hair, and bathe my
head with eau de Cologne; then, calling Tigre, I concluded to go to the
library for a book. I found that apartment rather more endurable than my
own just then, as the sun did not come in there at that hour of the
morning, and the light was very subdued, and the room was quietness
itself; so, taking a book from the table, I arranged the cushions of the
sofa alluringly, and motioning Tigre to his place beside me, sat down to
reading. It would have been a thrilling book that could have riveted my
wandering thoughts that morning; and unluckily the book I had chosen was
very far from that stamp; it was a third-rate novel of the highly
wrought order, into whose pages characters, incidents, scenes, were
crowded in such bewildering profusion, that one's appreciative powers
were fagged out and exhausted, before the first chapter was
accomplished, and, like a restaurant dinner, where all the dishes taste
alike, there was but one flavor to the whole array of dramatis personæ
from heroine to _bête noire;_ but "one gravy" for roast, bouilli, and
ragout. The wearying tide of adjectives and interjections stunned my
senses; the book slipped from my hands, and, leaning my head on the
cushions, my eyes closed, and with one arm round Tigre and the other
under my head, I slept, realizing even in sleep that the bracelet
touched my cheek.
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