Gothic fiction; Guardian and ward -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Orphans -- Fiction; Young women -- Fiction
Again the door opened, and again I heard the cat-like step, and felt the
velvet touch that sent a shiver through me; and then succeeded a
throbbing pain in my temples, dull aching in every limb, a high fever
coursing through every vein, and I lived over again in delirium the
scenes from which I had just escaped. Again I was lying beneath the
roaring forest trees; again the sharp throes of mortal terror wrung from
me the cry that I had uttered then, this time to be soothed by a tender
and familiar voice; then restless with pain, and burning with fever,
only pacified from that dream to be hurried off into another, wilder and
more terrible. With glaring eyes and demoniac faces, the crowd of men,
with Michael at their head, were in mad pursuit of a flying horse and
rider; with hideous jeers and yells they urge them on, and closing round
the frantic steed, they tear me, clinging round her, from Madge's neck,
and holding me down upon the ground, wrench from my arm the bracelet,
that resists, at first, their strongest efforts, till the warm blood
flows, and the torn flesh quivers, as staggering back, a ruffian lifts
the bloody prize, and with a wild cry I wake, only to drop into another
broken slumber, and to dream another hideous dream.
This time it is Mrs. Roberts, who, with rigid, cruel face, holds me
down, and binding my powerless hands, thrusts me, struggling and
frantic, into the dread, mysterious darkness of _that room_. And choking
with terror, the agony is dispelled by the low voice that says, "What is
it now, poor child?" and panting with fright, I cling to the hand that
soothes me, and only from its steady grasp gain anything like peace. And
so the night wears on. How much of these wild dreams revealed themselves
in speech I know not, and how much of the history of that night belongs
to fact, and how much to fancy, it is beyond me to decide.
CHAPTER XI.
"Oh! what a tangled web we weave,
When first we practise to deceive!"
SCOTT.
Emerging from this sea of dreams tumultuous, I seemed, on a certain
cold, grey morning, to be stranded on the shores of reality by an ebbing
tide of water gruel and weak tea. Having, from my extreme youth,
entertained undisguised aversion to these articles of food, I had
steadily refused to let a spoonful pass my lips; consequently, my nurse
and doctor not having relinquished a hope that in time I would come to
terms, many separate editions of these invigorating compounds stood upon
the table by my bed, in bowls of larger growth, in teacups and saucers,
and every variety of earthen and china vessels, all covered and arranged
with consummate care and skill.
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