He was somewhat sobered. I said nothing, but I observed that the lamp was
smoking, and I turned down the wick. I was so self-conscious, so
irresolute, so nonplussed, that in sheer awkwardness, like a girl at a
party who does not know what to do with her hands, I pushed the revolver
off the satchel, and idly unfastened the catch of the satchel. Within it,
among other things, was my sedative. I, too, had fallen the victim of a
habit. For five years a bad sleeper, I had latterly developed into a very
bad sleeper, and my sedative was accordingly strong.
A notion struck me.
'Drink a little of this, my poor Diaz!' I murmured.
'What is it?' he asked.
'It will make you sleep,' I said.
With a convulsive movement he clutched the bottle and uncorked it, and
before I could interfere he had drunk nearly the whole of its contents.
'Stop!' I cried. 'You will kill yourself!'
'What matter!' he exclaimed; and staggered off to the darkness of
the bedroom.
I followed him with the lamp, but he had already fallen on the bed, and
seemed to be heavily asleep. I shook him; he made no response.
'At any cost he must he roused,' I said aloud. 'He must be forced to
walk.'
There was a knocking at the outer door, low, discreet, and continuous. It
sounded to me like a deliverance. Whoever might be there must aid me to
waken Diaz. I ran to the door, taking the key out of my pocket, and
opened it. A tall woman stood on the doormat. It was the girl that I had
glimpsed on the previous night in the large hat ascending the stairs with
a man. But now her bright golden head was uncovered, and she wore a blue
_peignoir_, such as is sold ready made, with its lace and its ribbons, at
all the big Paris shops.
We both hesitated.
'Oh, pardon, madame,' she said, in a thin, sweet voice in French. 'I was
at my door, and it seemed to me that I heard--a revolver. Nothing serious
has passed, then? Pardon, madame.'
'Nothing, thank you. You are very amiable, madame,' I replied stiffly.
'All my excuses, madame,' said she, turning away.
'No, no!' I exclaimed. 'I am wrong. Do not go. Someone is ill--very ill.
If you would--'
She entered.
'Where? What is it?' she inquired.
'He is in the bedroom--here.'
We both spoke breathlessly, hurrying to the bedroom, after I had
fetched the lamp.
'Wounded? He has done himself harm? Ah!'
'No,' I said, 'not that.'
And I explained to her that Diaz had taken at least six doses of my
strong solution of trional.
I seized the lamp and held it aloft over the form of the sleeper, which
lay on its side cross-wise, the feet projecting a little over the edge
of the bed, the head bent forward and missing the pillow, the arms
stretched out in front--the very figure of abandoned and perfect
unconsciousness. And the girl and I stared at Diaz, our shoulders
touching, in the kennel.
'He must be made to walk about,' I said. 'You would be extremely kind
to help me.'
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account