The safari marched on. She rode the Muscat donkey, which was dying
from the bites of tsetse flies.
CHAPTER LX
Next morning she marched afoot in the blaze of the sun. Trailing
thorns pierced her ankles; the stipa shrubs showered her with little
barbs, and from another bush was detached an invisible pollen that
penetrated her clothing and burned her skin. At the noon halt they
made a hammock of tent cloth, in which she was carried all the
afternoon by four porters. At nightfall they saw, across a valley, the
edge of the Mambava forests, the towering tree trunks banked with huge
thickets and bound together by nets of vines.
They camped in the valley, where a stream flowed through a tangle of
indigo plants. The warm bath steamed in her tent; the fresh evening
garments were laid out; everything was the same in this canvas ark that
proceeded farther and farther into the wilds with its atmosphere of
rude luxury intact. When she emerged from the tent, in her polo coat
and suede mosquito boots, the table glistened with its china and
glassware.
She sat looking at the black forest.
"He is there!"
But she was very tired.
Ah, to lie down, grope no longer for her will, drift away into a region
where there was no love or remorse, sleep forever! Why should she feel
like this with the goal so near at last, unless from a premonition that
all her efforts were useless?
Never before had this land and its phenomena appeared so cruel, so
perfectly the manifestation of a superhuman force that clothed its
malignancy in a primordial splendor. Here, she reflected, was the
quintessence of earthly beauty inextricable from the quintessence of
horror; here was the source of all that she had trusted elsewhere in
countless perfidious disguises and refinements.
Poisonous in some subtle element behind its visible vapors, it
corrupted not only the flesh, but also the souls that had emerged
elsewhere into forms of affection and compassion. Two nights ago even
she had greeted the crack of the whips with the furious thought,
"Strike again!"--and now there stole into her brain, together with the
light hallucinations of fever, a hatred of these cringing black men who
for a moment had dared to stand before her as antagonists. The evening
breeze brought to her, from the porters' fires, the odor of savage
bodies that had labored and been beaten for the cause of love; and her
disgust was tinctured with the fierce intolerance of all those
impressionable beings from what is called civilization, whom Africa had
debased--or else, made "natural" again.
Through the buzz of insects there came from the forest, gradually
blending over wide distances, a gentle throbbing. The porters lifted
their round heads beyond the fires. The sharp profiles of the askaris
were motionless. A wail floated over the camp:
"The drums of the Mambava!"
The throbbing died away. But soon it began again in the north, then in
the south, and swelled to a continuous rumbling.
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