"No," he said sadly; "I want nothing now, only for you to promise me
something."
"What is it?"
"I can't write, but I want you to promise me when you get home to go to
my father and mother, and of course they'll know everything from the
papers; but I want you, my messmate, to tell them I was not quite such a
wretch as I seem to have been."
"Oh, never mind about that now," I said. "Get well, and go and tell
them yourself."
"No," he said calmly; "I shall not get well. I could see it in Mr
Frewen's eyes. I'm very glad now. If I got well, of course I should
have to be tried and punished, and be a convict. I should deserve it,
but the judge and lawyers would be very hard, and I don't want them to
try me."
"Oh, come, Walters, old chap," I cried in a choking voice, "don't take
it like that." And I caught his hand in mine, and felt him press it
feebly, as his face lit-up with a pleasant smile, which made him look
quite changed.
"Yes," he said, quite cheerfully, but almost in a whisper, "I must take
it like that now. Old Jarette aimed too well."
He lay looking straight out of the bright cabin-window; while I tried to
speak, but found no words would come. I knew that the wind had dropped
again, for the ship had grown steady once more; but I forgot all about
the approaching boats, and could only sit holding Walters' hand, and
watching his altered face.
"Yes," he said at last, "Jarette aimed too straight, Dale, old fellow,
it has all been a mistake. I was a weak, conceited fool, and thought
every one was against me, when it was all my fault. I know it now. Any
fellow can make himself liked if he only tries--no, without trying, if
he'll only go straight and act like a man. But somehow I couldn't. I
got jealous of you, and wild because people made so much of you. And I
said you hated me, and did all you could to make things worse, but it
wasn't true, Dale, old fellow. It was all my fault."
"Yes, yes; but that's all over, old chap," I said huskily. "You'll get
well, and do your bit of punishment, and make a fresh start."
He looked at me with a smile on his poor wan face, and I never realised
before how good-looking he was. And then I shuddered, for he said
quietly--
"Yes, I shall make a fresh start--somewhere else."
"Walters!" I whispered.
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