"I frankly confess," she said, in an undertone, "that this picture of
Herr Wehlau's surprises me. We have known only one side of his talent.
His sketches and caricatures at M----, where we met him, were clever,
and abounded in merriment, like himself. I should not have credited him
with the force, the energy, shown in this work."
"And yet it has been play to him," observed Rodenberg. "Hans is one of
those fortunate beings who attain the highest aims almost without any
effort. To all his other physical and mental endowments a kind fate
added this talent, which lifts him far above all commonplace
existence."
"A kind fate, indeed. Do you not envy your friend these gifts?"
"No; I should scarcely know how to prize them, for I value highest what
must be struggled for. Hans, with his constantly cheerful, sunny
disposition, is born for the smiles and sunshine of existence; I am
created more for the tempests and conflicts of life. Each has a part to
play."
Hertha gazed at the picture that portrayed a scene of tempest and
conflict. She knew that the man beside her could contend not only with
an enemy from without, but with himself, if need were. She had seen him
when his every fibre was quivering with passion, and yet here he stood
beside her, perfectly composed and calm; not one traitorous glance gave
the lie to his repose of manner. Her presence seemed to produce not the
slightest effect upon him.
"Do you prefer conflict, then?" she asked, with something of a sneer.
"You seem to me very ambitious, Captain Rodenberg."
"It may be so. I certainly wish to rise, and no one can do so who does
not at the outset fix his eyes upon a lofty goal. I can never be aided
and abetted by circumstances, like my friend Hans, but it is surely
worth something to be conscious of being entirely self-dependent; to
know that you have no one save yourself, and that you likewise belong
to no one save yourself."
Quietly as the words were uttered, there was iron resolution in them,
and they were comprehended. Hertha suddenly turned her eyes full upon
the speaker, with something like anger gleaming in their depths. "And
you really think thus? Can ambition, indeed, indemnify you for all
else?"
"Yes," was the cold reply. "All that I carry towards the future with me
is gratitude to the man who has been a father to me, and friendship for
his son; in all other respects I have cleared away everything from my
path."
The young Countess's lip quivered slightly, but she held her head
proudly erect as she said, "Good fortune attend you, Captain Rodenberg.
I do not doubt that you will make a career for yourself."
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