"My mother suffers frequently from those nervous attacks; they are very
sudden, and very distressing," said Raoul, quickly overcoming his
embarrassment. "They deprived her, on that occasion, of the pleasure of
receiving her guests."
Frau von Nérac smiled again very sweetly and very significantly. "I am
afraid that the guests were the cause of the nervous attack."
"Madame!"
"The general may have had some share in it; but we certainly were the
innocent cause."
"You still visit upon me that unfortunate occurrence," Raoul said;
"Henri does not; he knows how difficult is the position in which my
mother and I are placed, and makes allowances."
"So do I. I persisted in going to see the Countess, although we were
obliged to confine ourselves to the merest call, since the general did
not feel called upon to renew the invitation. His Excellency seems to
be a very absolute monarch, and he certainly has a very obedient
grandson."
"What can I do but obey!" exclaimed Raoul, with suppressed impatience.
"My mother is right: she and I are both subject to an iron will that is
wont recklessly to bend everything beneath it and to break what will
not bend. If you knew how humiliating it is to be lectured, examined,
hectored like a boy! I have had enough, and more than enough, of it
all!"
He had started up in his agitation, whilst Frau von Nérac, leaning back
gracefully in her chair, toyed with her fan, and now rejoined, very
calmly, "Well, all that will end with your marriage."
"Yes,--with my marriage," the Count slowly repeated.
"How tragic that sounds! Take care that the Countess Hertha does not
hear you speak in that tone; she might resent it."
Raoul did not reply, but went up to where the lady was sitting, and
bent over her: "Héloïse!"
The word sounded half reproachful, half entreating, but was apparently
not understood, for she looked up at the speaker as though in surprise.
"Well?"
"You best know what this marriage is to me. I have been hurried into
it, over-persuaded by my mother, and I feel it to be a fetter even
before it has taken place."
"And yet it will take place."
"That is the question."
There was a flash as of lightning in Héloïse's dark eyes; then her
eyelashes drooped, and, as she seemed to examine the picture on her
fan, she said, in a careless tone, "Would you attempt a rebellion? It
would raise a tempest indeed, and would call down upon you supreme
displeasure."
"What should I care, if I could but hope for a certain prize? For its
sake I would defy my grandfather's anger. I thought I should be able to
overcome--to forget--when Hertha should be my betrothed. I saw you
again, Héloïse, and I knew that the old spell was still around me, and
would always hold me fast. You are silent? Have you no word of reply
for me?"
His eyes sought and found hers; her glance was veiled and tender, and
her voice was as tender as she said, softly, "You are a fool, Raoul!"
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