All the more vividly did it live in Hertha's remembrance. Her anger
stirred afresh as she thought how this man had dared to tell her to her
face that he knew her to be a coquette, that he would root out from his
heart, like some vile weed, his love for her. But, in the midst of her
indignation, a voice within her whispered that he was right. Yes, she
had played a reckless game with him. It was the result of the
waywardness of a nature spoiled by fortune, trained by a weak mother to
disregard all save its own desires, and learning all too early to
despise the homage of the other sex, or to use it as a plaything. But
then, formerly, she had still been free! The proud, self-willed girl
had not yet felt as a fetter the disposal of her hand; she could still
have said 'no' when asked to decide. Instead of this she had given her
consent to Raoul freely, without compulsion,--as, indeed, without love.
But was love a reality? Had she not seen how an intense passion, which
seemed to fill a man's entire soul, could die away and perish in a few
months?
The opening of a door in an adjoining room and approaching footsteps
roused Hertha from her revery, and admonished her that it was time to
return to the assemblage. She was about to rise, when a voice which she
recognized held her motionless.
"Here we are alone. I shall detain you for but a few moments, Count
Steinrück."
"You wished to speak with me alone, Captain Rodenberg; I am at your
service," was the reply in Raoul's voice.
Hertha could neither see the new-comers nor be seen by them, but she
listened, startled; what she heard sounded harsh, hostile.
In fact, the two young men in the next room confronted each other with
a hostility which neither now took pains to conceal, but Raoul was
irritated and excited, while Michael was calm and cool; this, of
course, gave him an advantage from the beginning.
"I have only one question to ask," the latter began. "Was it by
accident, or by intention, that just now, when you spoke to my friend,
you so entirely overlooked me?"
"Do you attach such value to my notice of you?" There was an offensive
smile upon the young Count's face, and the tone in which the question
was put was still more offensive.
"I attach not the slightest value to your regard. I am not at all
covetous of the honour of your acquaintance. But since we do know each
other, I exact from you the observance of the forms of good society,
with which you scarcely seem familiar."
"Captain Rodenberg!" Raoul burst forth in a tone of menace.
"Count Steinrück?" was the cold rejoinder.
"You seem to wish to force me to admit relations between us which I do
not acknowledge. You will achieve nothing in this way."
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