The words were as bitter as ever. Hertha slowly raised her eyes to
his,--there was nothing in them of the keen brilliancy that sometimes
made their expression half demonic; their light now shone through
tears.
"No, but I can understand how she could follow the man whom she loved,
and could believe in him in spite of all the world, although her path
lay through darkness and disgrace, and even led to ruin. I could have
done this too."
"Hertha, what words are these from you to me?" Michael burst forth
passionately, seizing her hand before she was aware and pressing it
eagerly to his lips. This recalled the young Countess to herself, and
she hastily tried to withdraw her hand.
"Captain Rodenberg, for the love of heaven! you forget----"
"What?" he asked, clasping her hand still more firmly.
"That I am Raoul's betrothed."
"Only his betrothed, not his wife! The tie may yet be severed. Give me
the right to do so and I will break----"
"No, Michael, never! It is too late. I am bound."
"You are free if you will only say the word, but you will not say it."
"I cannot!"
"Is that your final decision?"
"It is."
Michael dropped her hand and retreated.
"Then I can only pray your forgiveness for my temerity."
Hertha saw how profound was his emotion. She was now expiating the
early frivolity of her conduct towards him. He had no faith in her. The
old evil spirit, the old suspicion was stirring within him again,
whispering to him that her courage was that of words, not of deeds, and
that she surely must prefer an alliance with a count's coronet to the
love of the son of an adventurer. One word from her lips would convince
him of his error, but before the young Countess there arose at this
moment the stern dark face of the old general. She felt the iron clasp
of his hand, she heard his words: 'Surely the betrothed of Count
Steinrück knows what she owes to him and to herself!' The remembrance
admonished her imperiously of the sacredness of her promise. A woman
could not a few weeks before marriage sever an alliance into which she
had entered voluntarily, because she had changed her mind. Hertha hung
her head and was silent.
Meanwhile the sun had set, and with it had departed the golden glory in
which the interior of the church had been bathed. Pictures and statues
were cold and lifeless again, and gray twilight shadows were softly
descending over all. The bright figure of the archangel alone could be
discerned in the recess behind the altar. But the wind that roared
about the walls outside had found an entrance somewhere: it wailed ill
long-drawn notes through the vaulted arches, to die away whispering
like spirit-tones.
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