The words sounded calm, but iron in firmness. Hortense, however, was
incapable of understanding her father-in-law,--she always would beat
upon this rock although she knew she could not stir it. "You can free
him from any necessity for such a part," she said, impetuously. "One
word from you to the examining physician, a simple statement from
General Steinrück that he does not consider the weakness of his
grandson's lungs yet overcome, and no one will venture----"
"To accuse him of falsehood? Assuredly not; but some one ventures, I
find, to consider him capable of falsehood. I make allowance for you on
account of your present agitation, Hortense, or----" His look completed
the sentence.
Raoul had hitherto taken no part in a conversation in which his
passionate interest was plain; now he advanced. "Grandfather, you know
that I am no coward. You have often reproached me with rashness and
foolhardiness, restraining me where I would have ventured, but you must
see that I cannot take part in this conflict; my whole nature revolts
at the idea of lifting my hand against my mother's country and her
people."
"I cannot spare you this," Steinrück declared, unmoved. "In such a case
self-control must be exercised and duty must be done. But why waste
words? It is a necessity to which you must both submit. Enough has been
said."
"But I neither can nor will submit!" exclaimed the young Count in great
agitation. "I have never served in the army, and shall not be called
upon to do so now, unless you insist upon it. You mean to force me into
this war with my other fatherland. I see but too clearly----"
He paused suddenly, the general's look was so stern and forbidding.
"I should suppose that you could have but _one_ fatherland. Are you to
learn this now for the first time? You _must_ take part in this war;
you must fight it out from first to last, that you may finally come to
the consciousness of who you are. In the storm of battle, in the
uprising of your entire nation, you may perhaps learn to know where you
belong; you may find again your lost love of country. It is my sole, my
last hope. As soon as war is declared you will enlist,--enlist
immediately."
The tone was the same to which Raoul had always submitted, but now he
burst forth in open rebellion: "Grandfather, do not goad me too far.
You have always reproached me with having my mother's blood in my
veins, and you are right. All that I knew of happiness and freedom in
the sunny days of my youth belonged to France, and there alone does
life seem to me really worth the living. Here, in cold, gray Germany, I
have never felt at home. Every joy is doled out to me grudgingly here;
the phantom of duty is always held up to me. Do not inexorably force me
to choose. The result might be other than what you desire. I do not
love your Germany; I never loved it; and, come what may, I will not
fight against my France!"
"My Raoul,--I knew it!" cried Hortense, exultantly, extending her arms
to him.
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