The words were like a dagger thrust,--'so far as I know!' Michael had
grown ghastly pale; he made no reply, but shot a baleful glance at the
man who so pitilessly stretched him on the rack, and who continued in
the same cold, calm manner: "The affair would wear an entirely
different aspect if you should mention your mother's name. It would, of
course, create a vast sensation in aristocratic circles, and in the
army it would give rise to endless gossip, which would be annoying, and
perhaps dangerous, for in such cases rumour always transcends reality,
and all that has been buried in oblivion for half a lifetime would be
ruthlessly dragged to light. I leave it to you whether you could or
would endure to have your father's memory thus resuscitated. With
regard to my position in the matter, I can only appeal to your sense of
justice, which will tell you----"
"Stay!" the young officer interrupted him in a half-stifled tone.
"Spare me further words, your Excellency. I have already told you that
this entire explanation was superfluous, since I have never for an
instant contemplated giving publicity to a relationship quite as
distasteful to me as to you. I thought I had made this sufficiently
clear at our first interview, when I declined your offered 'patronage.'
I see now that it was to have been the price of my silence."
Michael's words were uttered with extreme bitterness, and his hand
rested heavily upon the hilt of his sword, but he preserved his
self-control, although by an extreme effort of will. The general
probably perceived this, for he said, in a tone perceptibly gentler,
"That is a very erroneous view of the case. I repeat, I do not wish to
offend you."
"You do not?" Michael burst forth, indignantly. "What is this entire
interview but an offence, an insult, from first to last? What do you
call it, then, this subjecting a son to listen to such words regarding
his father, clearly explaining to him the while that therefore he
himself has forfeited all claim to consideration? I can neither defend
nor avenge my father,--he has deprived me of the right to do so,--and
you suppose that I do not suffer under this consciousness! There was a
time when it wellnigh ruined me, until I roused myself to do battle
with the phantom. I am but at the outset of my career. I have no record
to show as yet. When a lifetime filled with honest effort and
fulfilment of duty lies behind me, that old phantom will have vanished.
Men are not all as pitiless as yourself, Count Steinrück, and, thank
God! all have not an escutcheon that must be kept free from stain."
The general suddenly arose with the commanding air with which he was
wont to rebuke presumption or arrogance. "Take care, Lieutenant
Rodenberg; you forget in whose presence you are."
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