A smile went straying about in the shadows of his brother's face. “A
woman? Little Nollie! Bob, I've made a terrible mess of it with my
girls.” He hid his lips with his hand, and turned again to the flames.
Robert felt a lump in his throat. “Oh! Hang it, old boy, I don't
think that. What else could you have done? You take too much on
yourself. After all, they're fine girls. I'm sure Nollie's a
darling. It's these modern notions, and this war. Cheer up! It'll
all dry straight.” He went up to his brother and put a hand on his
shoulder. Edward seemed to stiffen under that touch.
“Nothing comes straight,” he said, “unless it's faced; you know
that, Bob.”
Robert's face was a study at that moment. His cheeks filled and
collapsed again like a dog's when it has been rebuked. His colour
deepened, and he rattled some money in a trouser pocket.
“Something in that, of course,” he said gruffly. “All the same,
the decision's with Nollie. We'll see what Thirza says. Anyway,
there's no hurry. It's a thousand pities you're a parson; the
trouble's enough without that:”
Edward shook his head. “My position is nothing; it's the thought of
my child, my wife's child. It's sheer pride; and I can't subdue
it. I can't fight it down. God forgive me, I rebel.”
And Robert thought: 'By George, he does take it to heart! Well,
so should I! I do, as it is!' He took out his pipe, and filled it,
pushing the tobacco down and down.
“I'm not a man of the world,” he heard his brother say; “I'm
out of touch with many things. It's almost unbearable to me to feel
that I'm joining with the world to condemn my own daughter; not for
their reasons, perhaps—I don't know; I hope not, but still, I'm
against her.”
Robert lit his pipe.
“Steady, old man!” he said. “It's a misfortune. But if I were
you I should feel: 'She's done a wild, silly thing, but, hang it, if
anybody says a word against her, I'll wring his neck.' And what's
more, you'll feel much the same, when it comes to the point.” He
emitted a huge puff of smoke, which obscured his brother's face,
and the blood, buzzing in his temples, seemed to thicken the sound of
Edward's voice.
“I don't know; I've tried to see clearly. I have prayed to be
shown what her duty is, and mine. It seems to me there can be no peace
for her until she has atoned, by open suffering; that the world's
judgment is her cross, and she must bear it; especially in these days,
when all the world is facing suffering so nobly. And then it seems so
hard-so bitter; my poor little Nollie!”
There was a silence, broken only by the gurgling of Robert's pipe,
till he said abruptly:
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