“I prefer not to answer,” he said. The rest of a very short
interview was passed in exquisite discomfort. Indeed discomfort,
exquisite and otherwise, within a few weeks of Noel's return, had
begun to pervade all the habitual congregation of Pierson's church.
It was noticed that neither of the two sisters attended Service now.
Certain people who went in the sincere hope of seeing Noel, only fell
off again when she did not appear. After all, she would not have the
face! And Gratian was too ashamed, no doubt. It was constantly remarked
that the Vicar looked very grave and thin, even for him. As the rumours
hardened into certainty, the feeling towards him became a curious medley
of sympathy and condemnation. There was about the whole business that
which English people especially resent. By the very fact of his
presence before them every Sunday, and his public ministrations, he
was exhibiting to them, as it were, the seamed and blushing face of
his daughter's private life, besides affording one long and glaring
demonstration of the failure of the Church to guide its flock: If a man
could not keep his own daughter in the straight path—whom could he?
Resign! The word began to be thought about, but not yet spoken. He had
been there so long; he had spent so much money on the church and the
parish; his gentle dreamy manner was greatly liked. He was a gentleman;
and had helped many people; and, though his love of music and vestments
had always caused heart-burnings, yet it had given a certain cachet to
the church. The women, at any rate, were always glad to know that the
church they went to was capable of drawing their fellow women away from
other churches. Besides, it was war-time, and moral delinquency which
in time of peace would have bulked too large to neglect, was now less
insistently dwelt on, by minds preoccupied by food and air-raids.
Things, of course, could not go on as they were; but as yet they did go
on.
The talked-about is always the last to hear the talk; and nothing
concrete or tangible came Pierson's way. He went about his usual
routine without seeming change. And yet there was a change, secret and
creeping. Wounded almost to death himself, he felt as though surrounded
by one great wound in others; but it was some weeks before anything
occurred to rouse within him the weapon of anger or the protective
impulse.
And then one day a little swift brutality shook him to the very soul.
He was coming home from a long parish round, and had turned into the
Square, when a low voice behind him said:
“Wot price the little barstard?”
A cold, sick feeling stifled his very breathing; he gasped, and spun
round, to see two big loutish boys walking fast away. With swift and
stealthy passion he sprang after them, and putting his hands on their
two neighbouring shoulders, wrenched them round so that they faced him,
with mouths fallen open in alarm. Shaking them with all his force, he
said:
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