He walked away in a sort of dream. Daylight was not quite gone, but the
moon was up, just past its full, and the search-lights had begun their
nightly wanderings. It was a sky of ghosts and shadows, fitting to the
thought which came to him. The finger of Providence was in all this,
perhaps! Why should he not go out to France! At last; why not? Some
better man, who understood men's hearts, who knew the world, would
take his place; and he could go where death made all things simple, and
he could not fail. He walked faster and faster, full of an intoxicating
relief. Thirza and Gratian would take care of Nollie far better than
he. Yes, surely it was ordained! Moonlight had the town now; and all was
steel blue, the very air steel-blue; a dream-city of marvellous beauty,
through which he passed, exalted. Soon he would be where that poor boy,
and a million others, had given their lives; with the mud and the shells
and the scarred grey ground, and the jagged trees, where Christ was
daily crucified—there where he had so often longed to be these three
years past. It was ordained!
And two women whom he met looked at each other when he had gone by, and
those words 'the blighted crow' which they had been about to speak,
died on their lips.
VIII
Noel felt light-hearted too, as if she had won a victory. She found some
potted meat, spread it on another biscuit, ate it greedily, and finished
the pint bottle of champagne. Then she hunted for the cigarettes, and
sat down at the piano. She played old tunes—“There is a Tavern in
the Town,” “Once I Loved a Maiden Fair,” “Mowing the Barley,”
“Clementine,” “Lowlands,” and sang to them such words as she
remembered. There was a delicious running in her veins, and once she
got up and danced. She was kneeling at the window, looking out, when she
heard the door open, and without getting up, cried out:
“Isn't it a gorgeous night! I've had Daddy here. I gave him some
of your champagne, and drank the rest—” then was conscious of a
figure far too tall for Leila, and a man's voice saying:
“I'm awfully sorry. It's only I, Jimmy Fort.”
Noel scrambled up. “Leila isn't in; but she will be
directly—it's past ten.”
He was standing stock-still in the middle of the room.
“Won't you sit down? Oh! and won't you have a cigarette?”
“Thanks.”
By the flash of his briquette she saw his face clearly; the look on it
filled her with a sort of malicious glee.
“I'm going now,” she said. “Would you mind telling Leila that I
found I couldn't stop?” She made towards the divan to get her hat.
When she had put it on, she found him standing just in front of her.
“Noel-if you don't mind me calling you that?”
“Not a bit.”
“Don't go; I'm going myself.”
“Oh, no! Not for worlds.” She tried to slip past, but he took hold
of her wrist.
“Please; just one minute!”
Noel stayed motionless, looking at him, while his hand still held her
wrist. He said quietly:
“Do you mind telling me why you came here?”
“Oh, just to see Leila.”
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