She felt again the hot clasp of Fort's
fingers on her wrist, and walked on, rubbing it with the other hand. She
turned into Regent Street. The wide curve of the Quadrant swept into
a sky of unreal blue, and the orange-shaded lamps merely added to the
unreality. 'Love and Chinese lanterns! I should like some coffee,'
she thought suddenly. She was quite close to the place where Lavendie
had taken her. Should she go in there? Why not? She must go somewhere.
She turned into the revolving cage of glass. But no sooner was she
imprisoned there than in a flash Lavendie's face of disgust; and the
red-lipped women, the green stuff that smelled of peppermint came back,
filling her with a rush of dismay. She made the full circle in the
revolving cage; and came out into the street again with a laugh. A tall
young man in khaki stood there: “Hallo!” he said. “Come in and
dance!” She started, recoiled from him and began to walk away as fast
as ever she could. She passed a woman whose eyes seemed to scorch her. A
woman like a swift vision of ruin with those eyes, and thickly powdered
cheeks, and loose red mouth. Noel shuddered and fled along, feeling that
her only safety lay in speed. But she could not walk about all night.
There would be no train for Kestrel till the morning—and did she
really want to go there, and eat her heart out? Suddenly she thought of
George. Why should she not go down to him? He would know what was best
for her to do. At the foot of the steps below the Waterloo Column
she stood still. All was quiet there and empty, the great buildings
whitened, the trees blurred and blue; and sweeter air was coming across
their flowering tops. The queer “fey” moony sensation was still
with her; so that she felt small and light, as if she could have floated
through a ring. Faint rims of light showed round the windows of the
Admiralty. The war! However lovely the night, however sweet the lilac
smelt-that never stopped! She turned away and passed out under the arch,
making for the station. The train of the wounded had just come in, and
she stood in the cheering crowd watching the ambulances run out. Tears
of excited emotion filled her eyes, and trickled down. Steady, smooth,
grey, one after the other they came gliding, with a little burst of
cheers greeting each one. All were gone now, and she could pass in.
She went to the buffet and got a large cup of coffee, and a bun.
Then, having noted the time of her early morning train, she sought the
ladies' waiting-room, and sitting down in a corner, took out her purse
and counted her money. Two pounds fifteen-enough to go to the hotel, if
she liked. But, without luggage—it was so conspicuous, and she could
sleep in this corner all right, if she wanted. What did girls do who
had no money, and no friends to go to? Tucked away in the corner of that
empty, heavy, varnished room, she seemed to see the cruelty and hardness
of life as she had never before seen it, not even when facing her
confinement.
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