saddest impression on me by coming to our house the very day after her
departure. There is something about that which makes me feel he cannot
be the sort of man in whom I could feel any confidence. I don't
suppose for a moment that he is in your thoughts, and yet before going
so far from you, I feel I must warn you. I should rejoice to see you
married to a good man; but, though I don't wish to think hardly of
anyone, I cannot believe Captain Fort is that.
“I shall come down to you before I start, which may be in quite a
short time now. My dear love to you and Gracie, and best wishes to
George.
“Your ever loving father,
“EDWARD PIERSON”
Across this letter lying on her knees, Noel gazed at the spidery
movement on the wall. Was it acquiescence that the old lady knitted, or
was it resistance—a challenge to death itself, a challenge dancing to
the tune of the needles like the grey ghost of human resistance to Fate!
She wouldn't give in, this oldest lady in the world, she meant to knit
till she fell into the grave. And so Leila had gone! It hurt her to know
that; and yet it pleased her. Acquiescence—resistance! Why did Daddy
always want to choose the way she should go? So gentle he was, yet he
always wanted to! And why did he always make her feel that she must go
the other way? The sunlight ceased to stream in, the old lady's shadow
faded off the wall, but the needles still sang their little tune. And
the girl said:
“Do you enjoy knitting, Mrs. Adam?”
The old lady looked at her above the spectacles.
“Enjoy, my dear? It passes the time.”
“But do you want the time to pass?”
There was no answer for a moment, and Noel thought: 'How dreadful of
me to have said that!'
“Eh?” said the old lady.
“I said: Isn't it very tiring?”
“Not when I don't think about it, my dear.”
“What do you think about?”
The old lady cackled gently.
“Oh—well!” she said.
And Noel thought: 'It must be dreadful to grow old, and pass the
time!'
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