Noel heard the man's laugh. It seemed to her the most odious laugh
she had ever heard. She thought swiftly and absurdly: 'I'll get away
from all this.' The window was only a few feet up. She got out on to
the ledge, let herself down, and dropped. There was a flower-bed below,
quite soft, with a scent of geranium-leaves and earth. She brushed
herself, and went tiptoeing across the gravel and the little front lawn,
to the gate. The house was quite dark, quite silent. She walked on, down
the road. 'Jolly!' she thought. 'Night after night we sleep,
and never see the nights: sleep until we're called, and never see
anything. If they want to catch me they'll have to run.' And she
began running down the road in her evening frock and shoes, with nothing
on her head. She stopped after going perhaps three hundred yards, by the
edge of the wood. It was splendidly dark in there, and she groped
her way from trunk to trunk, with a delicious, half-scared sense of
adventure and novelty. She stopped at last by a thin trunk whose bark
glimmered faintly. She felt it with her cheek, quite smooth—a
birch tree; and, with her arms round it, she stood perfectly still.
Wonderfully, magically silent, fresh and sweet-scented and dark! The
little tree trembled suddenly within her arms, and she heard the low
distant rumble, to which she had grown so accustomed—the guns, always
at work, killing—killing men and killing trees, little trees perhaps
like this within her arms, little trembling trees! Out there, in this
dark night, there would not be a single unscarred tree like this smooth
quivering thing, no fields of corn, not even a bush or a blade of grass,
no leaves to rustle and smell sweet, not a bird, no little soft-footed
night beasts, except the rats; and she shuddered, thinking of the
Belgian soldier-painter. Holding the tree tight, she squeezed its smooth
body against her. A rush of the same helpless, hopeless revolt and
sorrow overtook her, which had wrung from her that passionate little
outburst to her father, the night before he went away. Killed, torn, and
bruised; burned, and killed, like Cyril! All the young things, like this
little tree.
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