When he reached the bungalow, and was told that she was working in the
corn-fields, he had for the first time a feeling that Fate was on
his side. Such a meeting would be easier than any other! He had been
watching her for several minutes before she saw him, with his heart
beating more violently than it had ever beaten in the trenches; and
that new feeling of hope stayed with him—all through the greeting,
throughout supper, and even after she had left them and gone upstairs.
Then, with the suddenness of a blind drawn down, it vanished, and he
sat on, trying to talk, and slowly getting more and more silent and
restless.
“Nollie gets so tired, working,” Gratian said: He knew she meant it
kindly but that she should say it at all was ominous. He got up at
last, having lost hope of seeing Noel again, conscious too that he had
answered the last three questions at random.
In the porch George said: “You'll come in to lunch tomorrow, won't
you?”
“Oh, thanks, I'm afraid it'll bore you all.”
“Not a bit. Nollie won't be so tired.”
Again—so well meant. They were very kind. He looked up from the gate,
trying to make out which her window might be; but all was dark. A little
way down the road he stopped to light a cigarette; and, leaning against
a gate, drew the smoke of it deep into his lungs, trying to assuage the
ache in his heart. So it was hopeless! She had taken the first, the very
first chance, to get away from him! She knew that he loved her, could
not help knowing, for he had never been able to keep it out of his eyes
and voice. If she had felt ever so little for him, she would not have
avoided him this first evening. 'I'll go back to that desert,' he
thought; 'I'm not going to whine and crawl. I'll go back, and bite
on it; one must have some pride. Oh, why the hell am I crocked-up like
this? If only I could get out to France again!' And then Noel's
figure bent over the falling corn formed before him. 'I'll have one
more try,' he thought; 'one more—tomorrow somewhere, I'll get to
know for certain. And if I get what Leila's got I shall deserve it, I
suppose. Poor Leila! Where is she? Back at High Constantia?' What was
that? A cry—of terror—in that wood! Crossing to the edge, he called
“Coo-ee!” and stood peering into its darkness. He heard the sound
of bushes being brushed aside, and whistled. A figure came bursting out,
almost into his arms.
“Hallo!” he said; “what's up?”
A voice gasped: “Oh! It's—it's nothing!”
He saw Noel. She had swayed back, and stood about a yard away. He could
dimly see her covering her face with her arms. Feeling instinctively
that she wanted to hide her fright, he said quietly:
“What luck! I was just passing. It's awfully dark.”
“I—I got lost; and a man—caught my foot, in there!”
Moved beyond control by the little gulps and gasps of her breathing, he
stepped forward and put his hands on her shoulders. He held her lightly,
without speaking, terrified lest he should wound her pride.
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