“Everybody has, now.”
The painter grasped his chin; his eyes had suddenly become tragical.
“Yes,” he said, “everybody. Tragedy is daily bread. I have lost my
family; they are in Belgium. How they live I do not know.”
“I'm sorry; very sorry, too, if we aren't nice to you, here. We
ought to be.”
He shrugged his shoulders. “What would you have? We are different.
That is unpardonable. An artist is always lonely, too; he has a skin
fewer than other people, and he sees things that they do not. People do
not like you to be different. If ever in your life you act differently
from others, you will find it so, mademoiselle.”
Noel felt herself flushing. Was he reading her secret? His eyes had such
a peculiar, secondsighted look.
“Have you nearly finished?” she asked.
“No, mademoiselle; I could go on for hours; but I do not wish to keep
you. It is cold for you, sitting there.”
Noel got up. “May I look?”
“Certainly.”
She did not quite recognise herself—who does?—but she saw a face
which affected her oddly, of a girl looking at something which was, and
yet was not, in front of her.
“My name is Lavendie,” the painter said; “my wife and I live
here,” and he gave her a card.
Noel could not help answering: “My name is Noel Pierson; I live with
my father; here's the address”—she found her case, and fished out
a card. “My father is a clergyman; would you care to come and see him?
He loves music and painting.”
“It would be a great pleasure; and perhaps I might be allowed to paint
you. Alas! I have no studio.”
Noel drew back. “I'm afraid that I work in a hospital all day,
and—and I don't want to be painted, thank you. But, Daddy would like
to meet you, I'm sure.”
The painter bowed again; she saw that he was hurt.
“Of course I can see that you're a very fine painter,” she said
quickly; “only—only—I don't want to, you see. Perhaps you'd
like to paint Daddy; he's got a most interesting face.”
The painter smiled. “He is your father, mademoiselle. May I ask you
one question? Why do you not want to be painted?”
“Because—because I don't, I'm afraid.” She held out her hand.
The painter bowed over it. “Au revoir, mademoiselle.”
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