She woke in the first of the gray dawn, while the house was in utter
stillness, and rising at once, rose and dressed herself with soundless
haste. It was hard indeed to go and leave James thus in danger, but she
had no choice! She held her breath and listened, but all was still. She
opened her door softly; not a sound reached her ear as she crept down
the stair. She had neither to unlock nor unbolt the door to leave the
house, for it was never made fast. A dread sense of the old wandering
desolation came back upon her as she stepped across the threshold, and
now she had no baby to comfort her! She was leaving a mouldy peace and
a withered love behind her, and had once more to encounter the rough
coarse world! She feared the moor she had to cross, and the old dreams
she must there encounter; and as she held on her way through them, she
felt, in her new loneliness, and the slow-breaking dawn, as if she were
lying again in her trance, partly conscious, but quite unable to move,
thinking she was dead, and waiting to be buried. Then suddenly she knew
where she was, and that God was not gone, but her own Maker was with
her, and would not forsake her.
Of the roads that led from the farm she knew only that by which Mr.
Robertson had brought her, and that would guide her to the village
where they had left the coach: there she was sure to find some way of
returning to Deemouth! Feeble after her prolonged inaction, and the
crowd of emotions succeeding her recovery, she found the road very
weary, and long ere she reached Tiltowie, she felt all but worn out.
At the only house she had come to on the way, she stopped and asked for
some water. The woman, the only person she had seen, for it was still
early morning, and the road was a lonely one, perceived that she looked
ill, and gave her milk instead. In the strength of that milk she reached
the end of her first day’s journey; and for many days she had not to
take a second.
Now Isy had once seen the soutar at the farm, and going about her work
had heard scraps of his conversation with the mistress, when she had
been greatly struck by certain things he said, and had often since
wished for the opportunity of a talk with him. That same morning then,
going along a narrow lane, and hearing a cobbler’s hammer, she glanced
through a window close to the path, and at once recognized the soutar.
He looked up as she obscured his light, and could scarce believe his
eyes when, so early in the day, he saw before him Mistress Blatherwick’s
maid, concerning whom there had been such a talk and such a marvelling
for weeks. She looked ill, and he was amazed to see her about so soon,
and so far from home. She smiled to him feebly, and passed from his
range with a respectful nod. He sprang to his feet, bolted out, and
overtook her at once.
“I’m jist gaein to drop my wark, mem, and hae my brakfast: wull ye no
come in and share wi’ an auld man and a yoong lass? Ye hae come a gey
bit, and luik some fatiguit!”
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