So-called Theology rose, dull, rampant, and indignant; but the solemn
face of the dead interdicted dispute, and Love was ready to hope, if not
quite to believe. Nevertheless to those guileless souls, the words of
the soutar sounded like blasphemy: was not her fate settled, and for
ever? Had not death in a moment turned her into an immortal angel, or
an equally immortal devil? Only how, at such a moment, with the peaceful
face before them, were they to argue the possibility that she, the
loving, the gentle, whose fault they knew but by her own voluntary
confession, was now as utterly indifferent to the heart of the living
God, as if He had never created her—nay even had become hateful to
him! No one spoke; and the soutar, after gazing on the dead for a
while, prayer overflowing his heart, but never reaching his lips, turned
slowly, and departed without a word.
As he reached his own door, he met the minister, and told him of the
sorrow that had befallen his parents, adding that it was plain they were
in sore need of his sympathy. James, although marvelling at their being
so much troubled by the death of merely a servant, was roused by the
tale to the duty of his profession; and although his heart had never
yet drawn him either to the house of mourning or the house of mirth,
he judged it becoming to pay another visit to Stonecross, thinking it,
however, rather hard that he should have to go again so soon. It pleased
the soutar to see him face about at once, however, and start for the
farm with a quicker stride than, since his return to Tiltowie as its
minister, he had seen him put forth.
James had not the slightest foreboding of whom he was about to see in
the arms of Death. But even had he had some feeling of what was
awaiting him, I dare not even conjecture the mood in which he would
have approached the house—whether one of compunction, or of relief.
But utterly unconscious of the discovery toward which he was rushing,
he hurried on, with a faint pleasure at the thought of having to
expostulate with his mother upon the waste of such an unnecessary
expenditure of feeling. Toward his father, he was aware of a more
active feeling of disapproval, if not indeed one of repugnance. James
Blatherwick was of such whose sluggish natures require, for the melting
of their stubbornness, and their remoulding into forms of strength
and beauty, such a concentration of the love of God that it becomes a
consuming fire.
CHAPTER XXII
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