His father jest thought his eyes on him. But he couldn’t seem to stop
fumblin’ that watch-chain of hisen, and stop a talkin’ them big words,
and descend from his ambitious plans of self-advancement to come down to
his little boy’s level and talk to him in a lovin’ way.
Little Raymond looked up to his Pa with a sort of a admirin’ awe, jest
about as the Jonesville children would to the President.
I believe Senator Coleman had ambitions to be one. I believe my soul he
did. Anyway, his ambitions wuz all personal. Havin’ made himself so fur,
he wuz bound to put all the adornin’s and embellishin’s onto his work
that he could.
I see that he wanted to be made President to once, and the thought that
the nation wouldn’t do it rankled in him.
And the fear that somebody else wuz a goin’ to get higher than he wuz in
political life wore on him.
His sharp, piercin’ eyes wuz a watchin’ the ever-shiftin’ horizon of our
national affairs, the ever-changin’ winds of public favor, hopin’ they
would blow him up into greater prominence, fearin’ they would dash him
down into a lower place.
The feverishness of perpetual onrest seemed to be a burnin’ him all the
time, and the fear that he should do or say sunthin’ to incur the
displeasure of the multitude.
What a time, what a time he wuz a havin’!
You could see it all in his linement; yes, ambition and selfishness had
ploughed lots of lines in his handsome face, and ploughed ’em deep.
I used to look at him and then at Cousin John Richard Allen, and
contrast the two men in my own mind, and the contrast wuz a big and
hefty one.
Now, Cousin John Richard’s face wuz peaceful and serene, though
considerable worn-lookin’. He had gin his hull life for the True and
Right, had gone right on, no matter how much he wuz misunderstood and
despised of men, and labored in season and out of season for the poor
and down-trodden of earth, without any hope of earthly reward—nay, with
the certainty of the world’s contempt and criticism.
But the blame or praise of the multitude seemed so fur off to him that
he could scarcely hear it; the confusin’ babble seemed to him only like
a distant murmurous background for the close voice of the Master, who
walked with him, and told him what to do from day to day and from hour
to hour.
“Blessed are ye if ye hear my voice.”
“Ye that are strong, bear the burdens of the weak.”
“If ye love me feed my lambs.”
“And lo, I am with you to the end of the world.”
These wuz some of the words Cousin John Richard heard, and his face
shone as he listened to ’em.
[Illustration:
“THE RELATION ON MAGGIE’S SIDE.”
]
He had not sent out his ships on earthly waters; and so, let the winds
blow high or the winds blow low, he did not fear any tempestuous waves
and storms reachin’ their sails.
No, he had sent his ships into a safer harbor; they wuz anchored in that
divine sea where no storms can ever come.
And his face wuz calm with the heavenly calmness and peace of that sure
harbor, that waveless sea.
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