He had formed the project of going to Holland and of embarking thence
for America. What would he do in the United States? He did not know yet.
He passed in review all the professions that at all suited him; they
all required an outlay for first expenses. Thanks to God and to M.
Guldenthal, whose loan was in the greatest danger, he was not destitute
of all supplies. But a week previous he had held into the flames and
burned twenty-five one-thousand-franc bills of the Bank of France. He
felt some remorse for the act; he could not help thinking that a revenge
that cost twenty-five thousand francs was an article of luxury of which
poor devils should deprive themselves. In thinking over this adventure,
it seemed to him that it was another than himself who had burned those
bills, or at least that he had mechanically executed this _auto-da-fe_
through a sort of thoughtless impulse, like a puppet moved by an
invisible string. Suddenly the phantom with whom he had had frequent
conversations appeared, and there was a sneer on its lips. Samuel
addressed it once more--this was to be the last time; he said:
“Imbecile! You are my evil genius. It was you who caused me to commit
this extravagance. You yourself lighted the candle, you put the bills
into my hands, you guided my arm, extended it, held it above the fatal
flame. This act of supreme heroism was your work; it is not I, it is
you, who paid so dearly for the pleasure of astonishing one who wantonly
insulted me, and of killing him. Cursed forever be the day when I
assumed your name, and when I conceived the foolish notion of becoming
your second self! I made myself a Pole: did Poland ever have the least
idea of government? You of all men were the most incapable of making
your way; I aped a poor model indeed. Abel Larinski, I break off all
connection with you; I wind up the affairs of our firm, I put the key
under the door, or drop it down the well. O my great Pole! I return to
you your title, your name, and with your name all that you gave me--your
pride, your pretensions, your dangerous delicacy, your attitudes, your
sentimental grimaces, and your waving plume.”
It was thus that Samuel Brohl took a decisive farewell of Count Abel
Larinski, who might henceforth rest quietly in his grave; there was no
further danger of a dead man being compromised by a living one. What
name did Samuel Brohl mean now to assume? Out of spite to his destiny,
he chose for the time the humblest of all; he decided to call himself
Kicks, which was his mother’s name.
His melancholy would have known no bounds, had he suspected that Camille
Langis was still in the world. Camille Langis for two weeks lay between
life and death, but the ball had finally been successfully extracted.
Mme. de Lorcy hastened to Mons and nursed him like a mother; she had the
joy of bringing him back alive to Paris.
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