“I am simply a fool; I imagined--Ah! I comprehend, your mistress is
Poland; this is delightful, and it is truly a union that is as sacred
as marriage. It has, besides, this advantage--that it interferes with
nothing else. Poland is not jealous, and if, peradventure, you should
meet a woman worthy of you whom you would like to marry, your mistress
would have nothing to say against it. To speak accurately, however,
she is not your mistress; one’s country is one’s mother, and reasonable
mothers never prevent their sons from marrying.”
It was now Samuel’s turn to assume a stern and sombre countenance. His
eye fixed upon the statuette, he replied:
“You deceive yourself, M. l’Abbe, I belong to her, I have no longer the
right to dispose of either my heart, or my soul, or my life; she will
have my every thought and my last drop of blood. I am bound to her by my
vows quite as much, I think, as is the monk by his.”
“Excuse me, my dear count,” said the abbe; “this is fanaticism, or
I greatly mistake. Since when have patriots come to take the vow of
celibacy? Their first duty is to become the fathers of children who will
become good citizens. The day when there will cease to be Poles, there
will cease also to be a Poland.”
Samuel Brohl interrupted him, pressing his arm earnestly, and saying:
“Look at me well; have I not the appearance of an adventurer?” The abbe
recoiled. “This word shocks you?” continued Samuel. “Yes, I am a man of
adventures, born to be always on my feet, and ready to start off at a
moment’s warning. Marriage was not instituted for those whose lives are
liable at any time to be in jeopardy.” With a tragic accent, he added:
“You know what occurred in Bosnia. How do we know that war may not very
shortly be proclaimed, and who can foresee the consequences? I must hold
myself in readiness for the great day. Perhaps an inscrutable Providence
may ere long offer me a new occasion to risk my life for my country;
perhaps Poland will call me, crying, ‘Come, I have need of thee!’ If I
should respond: ‘I belong no more to myself, I have given my heart to
a woman who holds me in chains; I have henceforth a roof, a family, a
hearthstone, dear ties that I dare not break!’ I ask you, M. l’Abbe,
would not Poland have a right to say to me, ‘Thou hast violated thy vow;
thou hast denied me; upon thy head rest forever my maledictions?’”
Abbe Miollens had just taken a pinch of snuff, and he hearkened to this
harangue, tapping his fingers impatiently on the lid of his handsome
gold snuff-box, which had been presented to him by the most amiable of
his penitents.
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