Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — CompleteMeredith, George
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Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — Complete
Meredith, George
English fiction -- 19th century
“See me, my dear? You saw me this morning.”
“Yes; I wanted to see you alone.”
Emilia was having the first conflict with her simplicity; out of which
it was not to issue clear, as in the foregone days. She was thinking of
the character of the man she spoke to, studying him, that she might win
him to succour the object she had in view. It was a quality going, and a
quality coming; nor will we, if you please, lament a law of growth.
“Why, you can see me alone, any day, my dear,” said Mr. Pole; “for many
a day, I hope.”
“You are more alone to me here. I cannot speak at Brookfield. Oh!”--and
Emilia had to still her heart's throbbing--“you do not want me to go to
Italy, do you?”
“Want you to go? Not a bit. There is some talk of it, isn't there? I
don't want you to go. Don't you want to go.”
“No! no!” said Emilia, with decisive fervour.
“Don't want to go?”
“No: to stay! I want to stay!”
“Eh? to stay?”
“To stay with you! Never to leave England, at least! I want to give up
all that I may stay.”
“All?” repeated Mr. Pole, evidently marvelling as to what that
sounding box might contain; and still more, perplexed to hear Emilia's
vehement--“Yes! all!” as if there were that in the mighty abnegation to
make a reasonable listener doubtful.
“No. I really don't want you to go,” he said. “In fact,” and the
merchant's hospitable nature was at war with something in his mind, “I
like you, my dear; I like to have you about me. You're cheerful; you're
agreeable; I like your smile; your voice, too. You're a very pleasant
companion. Only, you know, we may break up our house. If the girls get
married, I must live somewhere in lodgings, and I couldn't very well ask
you to cook for me.”
“I can cook a little,” Emilia smiled. “I went into the kitchen, till
Adela objected.”
“Yes, but it wouldn't do, you know,” pursued Mr. Pole, with the
seriousness of a man thrown out of his line of argument. “You can cook,
eh? Got an idea of it? I always said you were a useful little woman. Do
have a biscuit and some wine:--No? well, where was I?--That confounded
boy. Brainty-top, top! that's it Braintop. Was I talking of him, my
dear? Oh no! about your getting married. For if you can cook, why not?
Get a husband and then you won't got to Italy. You ought to get one.
Some young fellows don't look for money.”
“I shall make money come, in time,” said Emilia; in the leaping ardour
of whose eyes might be seen that what she had journeyed to speak was
hot within her. “I know I shall be worth having. I shall win a name, I
think--I do hope it!”
“Well, so Pericles says. He's got a great notion of you. Perhaps he
means it himself. He's rich. Rash, I admit. But, as the chances go, he's
tremendously rich. He may mean it.”
“What?” asked Emilia.
“Marry you, you know.”
“Ah, what a torture!”
In that heat of her feelings she realized the horror of the words to
her, with an intensity that made them seem to quiver like an arrow in
her breast.
“You don't like him?” said Mr. Pole.
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