Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — CompleteMeredith, George
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Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — Complete
Meredith, George
English fiction -- 19th century
“He is my lover,” said Emilia.
She stood without changing a feature; as in a darkness, holding to the
one thing she was sure of. Then, with a sudden track of light in her
brain: “I know the mistake,” she said. “Pardon him. He feared to offend
you, because you are his father, and he thought I might not quite please
you. For, he loves me. He has loved me from the first moment he saw
me. He cannot be engaged to another. I could bring him from any woman's
side. I have only to say to myself--he must come to me. For he loves me!
It is not a thing to doubt.”
Mr. Pole turned and recommenced his pacing with hasty steps. All the
indications of a nervous tempest were on him. Interjecting half-formed
phrases, and now and then staring at Emilia, as at an incomprehensible
object, he worked at his hair till it lent him the look of one in horror
at an apparition.
“The fellow's going to marry Lady Charlotte Chillingworth, I tell you.
He has asked my permission. The infernal scamp! he knew it pleased me.
He bled me of a thousand pounds only the other day. I tell you, he's
going to marry Lady Charlotte Chillingworth.”
Emilia received this statement with a most perplexing smile. She shook
her head. “He cannot.”
“Cannot? I say he shall, and must, and in a couple of months, too!”
The gravely sceptical smile on Emilia's face changed to a blank pallor.
“Then, you make him, sir--you?”
“He'll be a beggar, if he don't.”
“You will keep him without money?”
Mr. Pole felt that he gazed on strange deeps in that girl's face. Her
voice had the wire-like hum of a rising wind. There was no menace in her
eyes: the lashes of them drooped almost tenderly, and the lips were but
softly closed. The heaving of the bosom, though weighty, was regular:
the hands hung straight down, and were open. She looked harmless; but
his physical apprehensiveness was sharpened by his nervous condition,
and he read power in her: the capacity to concentrate all animal and
mental vigour into one feeling--this being the power of the soul.
So she stood, breathing quietly, steadily eyeing him.
“No, no;” went on Mr. Pole. “Come, come. We'll sit down, and see, and
talk--see what can be done. You know I always meant kindly by you.”
“Oh, yes!” Emilia musically murmured, and it cost her nothing to smile
again.
“Now, tell me how this began.” Mr. Pole settled himself comfortably to
listen, all irritation having apparently left him, under the influence
of the dominant nature. “You need not be ashamed to talk it over to me.”
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