Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — CompleteMeredith, George
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Sandra Belloni (originally Emilia in England) — Complete
Meredith, George
English fiction -- 19th century
On their way homeward, among the chrysanthemums in the long garden-walk,
they met Tracy Runningbrook, between whose shouts of delight and
Emilia's reserve there was so marked a contrast that one would have
deemed Tracy an offender in her sight. She had said to him entreatingly,
“Do not come,” when he volunteered to call on the Marinis in the
evening; and she got away from him as quickly as she could, promising to
be pleased if he called the day following. Tracy flew leaping to one of
the great houses where he was tame cat. When Sir Purcell as they passed
on spoke a contemptuous word of his soft habits and idleness, Emilia
said: “He is one of my true friends.”
“And why is he interdicted the visit this evening?”
“Because,” she answered, and grew pale, “he--he does not care for music.
I wish I had not met him.”
She recollected how Tracy's flaming head had sprung up before her--he
who had always prophesied that she would be famous for arts unknown to
her, and not for song just when she was having a vision of triumph and
caressing the idea of her imprisoned voice bursting its captivity, and
soaring into its old heavens.
“He does not care for music!” interjected Sir Purcell, with something
like a frown. “I have nothing in common with him. But that I might
have known. I can have nothing in common with a man who is not to be
impressed by music.”
“I love him quite as well,” said Emilia. “He is a quick friend. I am
always certain of him.”
“And I imagine also that you are quits with your quick friend,” added
Sir Purcell. “You do not care for verse, or he for voices!”
“Poetry?” said Emilia; “no, not much. It seems like talking on tiptoe;
like animals in cages, always going to one end and back again....”
“And making the same noise when they get at the end--like the bears!”
Sir Purcell slightly laughed. “You don't approve of the rhymes?”
“Yes, I like the rhymes; but when you use words--I mean, if you are
in earnest--how can you count and have stops, and--no, I do not care
anything for poetry.”
Sir Purcell's opinion of Emilia, though he liked her, was, that if a
genius, she was an incomplete one; and his positive judgement (which
I set down in phrase that would have startled him) ranked both her and
Tracy as a pair of partial humbugs, entertaining enough. They were both
too real for him.
Haply at that moment the girl was intensely susceptible, for she chilled
by his side; and when he left her she begged Madame to walk fast. “I
wonder whether I have a cold!” she said.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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