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She tried to slip off his knees, but he held her fast, so she remained
there, thinking it strange that she could feel for him neither hatred
nor disgust.
“It doesn’t matter what happens, now,” she said to herself, yet a
secret physical curiosity prompted her to wonder what this strong man,
a stranger, and yet so close a friend, would do with her.
After a while, he took the oars, and she reclined beside him, her eyes
half-closed, and trembling every time that his hand in rowing moved
close to her bosom. As the boat with a grating sound touched the shore,
Sina opened her eyes. She saw fields, and water, and white mist, and
the moon like a pale phantom ready to flee at dawn. It was now daybreak
and a cool breeze was blowing.
“Shall I go with you?” asked Sanine gently.
“No. I’d rather go alone,” she replied.
Sanine lifted her out of the boat. It was a joy to him to do this, for
he felt that he loved her, and was grateful to her. As he put her down
on the shore after embracing her fondly, she stumbled.
“Oh! you beauty!” exclaimed Sanine, in a voice full of passion and
tenderness and pity.
She smiled in unconscious pride. Sanine took hold of her hands, and
drew her to him.
“Kiss me!”
“It doesn’t matter; nothing matters now,” she thought, as she gave him
a long, passionate kiss on his lips.
“Good-bye,” she murmured, scarcely knowing what she said.
“Don’t be angry with me, darling,” pleaded Sanine.
As she crossed the dyke, staggering as she went, and tripping over her
dress, Sanine watched her with sorrowful eyes. It grieved him to think
of all the needless suffering that was in store for her and which, as
he foresaw, she had not the strength to set aside.
Slowly her figure moved forward to meet the dawn, and it soon vanished
in the white mist.
When he could no longer see her, Sanine leapt into the boat, and by a
few powerful strokes lashed the water to foam. In mid-stream, as the
dense morning mists rose round him, Sanine dropped the oars, stood
erect in the boat and uttered a great shout of joy. And the woods and
the mists, as if alive, responded to his cry.
CHAPTER XL.
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