Family -- Fiction; Italy -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Religion -- Fiction
"I sometimes wonder," said Corona. "I think I understand you better than
I used to do. I like to think that you feel how I understand you when you
tell me anything. Of course I am not clever like you, but I love you so
much that just while you are talking I seem to understand everything. It
is like a flash of light in a dark room."
Giovanni kissed her again.
"What makes you think that I shall be great, Corona? Nobody ever thinks I
am even clever. My father would laugh at you, and say it is quite enough
greatness to be born a Saracinesca. What makes you think it?"
Corona stood up beside him and laid her delicate hand upon his thick,
close-cut black hair, and gazed into his eyes.
"I know it," she said. "I know it, because I love you so. A man like you
must be great. There is something in you that nobody guesses but I, that
will amaze people some day--I know it."
"I wonder if you could tell me what it is? I wonder if it is really there
at all?" said Giovanni.
"It is ambition," said Corona, gravely. "You are the most ambitious man I
ever knew, and nobody has found it out."
"I believe it is true, Corona," said Giovanni, turning away and leaning
upon the chimneypiece, his head supported on one hand. "I believe you are
right. I am ambitious: if I only had the brains that some men have I
would do great things."
"You are wrong, Giovanni. It is neither brains nor ambition nor strength
that you lack--it is opportunity."
"They say that a man who has anything in him creates opportunities for
himself," answered Giovanni, rather sadly. "I fear it is because I really
have nothing in me that I can do nothing. It sometimes makes me very
unhappy to think so. I suppose that is because my vanity is wounded."
"Do not talk like that," said Corona. "You have vanity, of course, but it
is of the large kind, and I call it ambition. It is not only because I
love you better than any man was ever loved before that I say that. It is
that I know it instinctively I have heard you say that these are
unsettled times. Wait; your opportunity will come, as it came often to
your forefathers in other centuries."
"I hardly think that their example is a good one," replied Giovanni, with
a smile.
"They generally did something remarkable in remarkable times," said
Corona. "You will do the same. Your father, for instance, would not."
"He is far more clever than I," objected Giovanni.
"Clever! It passes for cleverness. He is quick, active, a good talker, a
man with a ready wit and a sharp answer--kind-hearted when the fancy
takes him, cruel when he is so disposed--but not a man of great
convictions or of great actions. You are very different from him."
"Will you draw my portrait, Corona?" asked Giovanni.
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