Adventure stories; British -- Spain -- Fiction; Love stories; Spain -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
"This is madness, Sarita," I cried warmly, going to her. I spoke in
Spanish, and Mrs. Curwen and Mercy left us and with Mayhew went to the
other end of the room.
"The name of it does not matter; it is the thing itself I care for. I
consented to leave not because of my own risk in remaining. I am not a
coward to run away because I have failed. I have always had the
possibility, nay, the probability, of failure in my thoughts, and have
always been prepared to face the consequences. If I could contemplate
the necessity of marrying Sebastian Quesada, do you think I should fear
a prison? I consented now, because of the danger to you; but you stand
safe under the golden light of His Majesty’s favour; how gained you know
and I fear; but being gained, my motive for flight is gone. I shall stay
in Madrid and shall return to my home."
I knew her too well to entertain much hope that she would change her
mind, and what to do I knew not.
"You judge me very quickly," I said.
"Can you explain the King’s sudden favour?"
"Is it not clear that this raiding of to-night had nothing to do with
the success or failure of the attempt on the King?"
"Can you explain the King’s sudden favour?" I paused, and then took the
plunge.
"Yes. I took His Majesty this afternoon from the hands of the men who
were carrying him off."
"It is enough. I will go, if you please," she said, quietly.
"You will step straight into danger," I cried.
"I would rather be in danger where you are not, than safe where you are,
Lord Glisfoyle." The cold, cutting words struck me to the heart.
"That is very hard to hear, Sarita."
"It is harder to say, but it is no less than the truth."
"Yet, I will not believe it. Your heart will not say it. You know how
I love you. You know I have not a thought or care but for your good,
your safety, your happiness. You have confessed you love me; I know you
do. I know that it was your love for me that prompted you just now to
think of my danger and consent to leave Madrid. Even now I can read it
in your eyes, for all the coldness you would try to force into them.
You shall not go like this. I swear to God you shall not. If you speak
of truth and mean that we must part, there must be at least some sign
from you of that other truth—the heart truth—that you love me, Sarita.
I will not let you go else."
She was moved by my passion, although she would not let her own respond
to it. But the struggle kept her silent a moment. Then she lifted her
head and looked me calmly and still even coldly in the eyes.
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