Adventure stories; British -- Spain -- Fiction; Love stories; Spain -- History -- 19th century -- Fiction
"You love me, dear one?" I whispered, passionately, like a child in my
longing to hear an avowal from her lips. She seemed to read the
thought, and, putting an arm on each shoulder, she looked up and smiled.
"Is this the garb of hate, Ferdinand?" she asked; then sighed and said
gently, "If I do not love you, then am I really mad; and yet what is it
but madness for us to talk of love? See! I kiss you of my own
will—will, do I say?—of my own intense desire;" and reaching up she
kissed me tenderly, half coyly; but growing suddenly bolder, closed her
arms about my neck and pressed my face to hers, kissing me many times
with feverish, passionate, intense fervour. "And if it be madness to
love you, then, dearest, there was never so mad a heart and brain as
mine. You make me burn out all else in the world when you kindle the
flame of this love of mine." She drew back again and looked at me.
"And I thought and meant never to see you again. What a creature of
feebleness this love makes me!"
"We will never part again, Sarita," I said, fervently.
"Ah, that is different, that is all different;" and she unlocked her
arms and fell away a pace, but I caught her hands again and held them.
"We will never part again," I repeated earnestly. "You will let me save
you. I can do it. I have come to do it."
"How can you save me? Can you save me from myself? Would you tear me
from my duty? Do you know what has happened? Ah, Ferdinand, when you
make me think of aught else but our love, you force into my mind the
barriers that stand between us."
"There shall be no barriers that can keep me from you? Yes, I know much
of what has happened. I know that by Quesada’s treachery this whole
movement, on which you have built so much and laboured so hard, has
collapsed like a house of cards. I know that through some treachery he
had learned how matters stood in Daroca, and that his iron hand has
closed on the place, and every hope you could have had there is crushed
and ruined. And I know, too, that your only hope—as it is the only hope
of any one of those whom he has duped—lies in flight. It is not too
late for that, Sarita. But it is the only hope."
"It is the hope I can never grasp. Ask me anything but that—anything
but the cowardice of flight. If the people who have trusted and
followed me are in this plight, can I leave them? Would you wish your
secret heart to be ever whispering to you, ’Sarita was true to her love,
but false to her courage, a traitor to her honour, a deserter of her
friends in trouble’? Is that your ideal of the woman who would be
worthy of your love? Would you do it were my case yours, and you had
led these people into the slough of ruin? Would your ears be deaf to
their cries from behind the prison bars—wives calling for their
husbands, husbands for their wives, children for their parents—aye, and
widows mourning for their dead?"
"This is not your work, Sarita; it is Quesada’s doing."
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